02 October 2007 (Tuesday)

I'M SO FRIGGING PISSED!!!!!!!!!!
IS IT THAT HARD TO REPLY TO A SMS???
AND TO THINK I THOUGHT YOU WERE ANGRY AND APOLOGISED TO YOU!!
GAHHHHHSSS!!!!
RAWR!!

'Celeste_

24 September 2007 (Monday)

ARGHHHH!!!
The first day of Semester is like... SO SO SO VERY BOOOORIIINNGG!!!!!
Bleahhh!! xD


'Celeste_

21 September 2007 (Friday)

ARGHH!!!
WHAT THE FREAKING HELL IS GOING ON??!!!
GRRR... IF YOU'RE GONNA CONTINUE TREATING ME THIS WAY..
I'M SO GONNA TREAT YOU LIKE DIRT!
DON'T YOU REGRET IT!!!

*angry*

'Celeste_

18 September 2007 (Tuesday)

Had a GREAT time at Sentosa. Got burnt too :s

'Celeste_

05 September 2007 (Wednesday)

Left home for SP to return and borrow new DVDs. Such boring ride.. But what can you expect from my life? Boring will never be equalled to Interesting.. So who cares?

BlahhBlahh..

Boarded the train at Outram Park, and I noticed someone. She looked like so familiar.. and then I realised.

She looks like my Jie.
And if you're wondering why I said 'looks like', its because I havent really seen her for like.. 2years or so.. Besides, her hair was like..RED and she was wearing a pair of sunglasses.. so I couldnt see her face that clearly.

But, well.. It brought back memories.. Like how we (3 of us) used to go around greeting people with hugs and (two of us) breaking up with our boyfriends together.. Those days were like so innocent and carefree, but now? Haix, I guess it's just part and parcel of growing up. And now? A part of me is gone. I guess she never knew that I looked up to her. But now its too late.. It's all too late.

We'll never be the same again I guess.
I'll never be the mei you once knew, and you'll never be the jie I onced looked up to.

I'm hurting inside
It hurts so much
I just feeling like giving up
Just feel like giving up
But face it
Life sucks

'Celeste_

02 September 2007 (Sunday)

1SEPT2007 (Saturday)

Was dragged out of bed at 9 and forced to accompany my parents to the market. Which was like.. ermms.. YUCK! The smoke, fish and ermms. market smell sucks!

Blah Blah Blah..

Took the 4pm bus out and went to the library to waste some time before going Hougang Bus Terminal. Met JinYong, YongRong, CheeYang, ChoonSong and Jingshi.

Blah Blah Blah..

Over all, the BBQ was a bomb!

And..

I wanna thank everyone for the prezzies!!

*GRINS*

Slept at 3am.


02SEPT2007 (Sunday)

Woke up at 8AM!

Went to church, had worship, sermon and breakfast there before going off to Comex.

It was only 1Am and the place was already JAMMED!!

Argh!

Saw ZhaoWei promoting and Daddy asked him for his opinion.

So..

TADA!!

That was how my NEW lappie was bought.

(It was ZhaoWei's FIRST sale)

And now, the specs..

ASUS F9S

Intel Cemtrino Duo Mobile Technology

- Intel Core 2 Duo Processor T7300 (2.0Ghz, 800Mhz, 4MB L2)

- Intel Next-Gen Wireless-N 4965ABGN network connection 802.11a/b/g/n

- Intel 965PM Express Chipset

- Genuine Microsoft Windows Vista Home Premium

- nVidia Geforce Go 8400M G up tp 896MB Turbo Cache

- 12.1" WXGA Colourshine & Crystalshine LCD

- 2GB DDR2 RAM

- 160GB SATA HDD

- TPM-Trusted Platform Module for Hardware & Software Encryption Security

- DVD Super-Multi Double Layer Drive

- Integrated Bluetooth 2.0

- Built-in Web-Camera (1.3 Mega Pixel)

- 8-in-1 Card Reader

- Biometric Finger Print Reader

at $2398!!
Hahas.Cool right?

Okays..I think I should stop this lappie stuffI dun want people to get jealous :)

'Celeste_

23 August 2007 (Thursday)

Chiong-ed GYM.
And I'm like aching all over now :s
Aggrevated my hip again.
WTH!!
Stupid hip!
Quarelled with XXXX a few hours ago.
Stupid insensitive arguement about his hair.
Wth!
And I dont know why I'm still fuming. :s
It's partially my fault ok?
Or maybe ENTIRELY my fault.
I was the one who started it.
*CRIES*

You didnt cause any trouble.
None at all.
It's my fault.
All my fault.
Just let me be.
Sorry for wad I said_


'Celeste_

04 August 2007 (Saturday)

Ok, Celeste is FINALLY here to blog.
About wad? I'll just do a random one.

1. Changed my braces colour to red and white on Tuesday.
I'm feeling so patriotic.
Lalalas.

2. Had a not-so-cold Cold War with Apple on Wednesday and Thursday.
Okies.
I admit lar.
I was at fault too.
Too insensitive of me.
:'(

3. Had TBCM Interview on Friday.
O.o
Was told to bomb everyone with questions at the last minute.
:s
Got interviewed by Andre and Low and ended late.

4. Chiong-ed for ISE assignment and missed ISE lesson.
Haha.
Went to Koufu after Interview. They were so engrossed that they forgot the time.
Missed ISE.
Rushed to SAC to print and bind and went back to Koufu.
Sat for awhile before Merv found out that we forgot to add something.
Rushed back to SAC to print and re-bind before Merv ran to SMIT office to hand in.
It was less than 5mins before Merv found out again that we forgot to bind in the handouts!!
This time round Apple did the job!
So man right??!!
ROFL.
Poor him lar. Wear long-sleeve still help us.

Okies. I just that's just it le.

I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.

Argghh!!

Why is it like this now??!!
I was never like that!!


'Celeste_

29 July 2007 (Sunday)

Okies..
I really HAVE to admit that I've been neglecting my blog..
Haven't been posting much..
But if you TAG me..
I'll usually reply..
It's easier to tag then blog lar..
Face it.

Java is like SO SO VERY stressful!!
(pulls hair)

Erms..
Nothing much to blog recently..
Except that..
During the 2days of TBCM OP..
LaoBa was 'tortured' by us(:
Poor him lar..Who as him scared of tickle..
WAHAHAHAS!!
Mervyn has uploaded our pics..
So I shall not upload it(:
(Can u sense some laziness?? xDD)

Ohh YES!!
Not to forget..
I got NAGGED at by Ryan on Friday night!
Just cause I got a fever. -.-
ARGHH!!

Gwen, see lar..
All your fault!
Hmmphh!
(Gives the joking look)

Archery was good.
Just have to remember to use the 'right' eye.
You see..
I'm right-handed
But I use the left-hand bow.
Complicated?
Well, forget it then..

Anyways, YA was great on Saturday.
Haven't felt so much enthusiasim for such a long time..
WOOTS!!
And Darling Sheena brought Ming Jun for service!
Hahas..
Had an open-mentoring with Uncle Daniel
And went for lunch with Boy @ Hougang Mall.

And today..
Woke up when mummie called my hp.
I forgot to switch it off the previous night..
So i thought that I had an alarm..
Took me quite some time to answer the call (:

Hmms..
I think theres nothing much.
So I'll end here.

[END]

Is it me I'm looking at the mirror?
'Cause I don't feel that it's me anymore.
I just want to go back to where things were perfectly normal.
I so miss those times.
Where times were so free and stress-free.

'Celeste_

22 July 2007 (Sunday)

Had FUNDAY today.
Played a NICE match of Captain's Ball.
Yellow VS Pink.
Score?
10 - 4or5
NICER RIGHT? (:
And of course..
I was in YELLOW!!
Hahas..

It was funny lar..
I got the ball THRICE
and they were like..
Celeste throw! Celeste throw!
Then I was like..
Cannot! Cannot!
But I threw..
And we SCORED!!
Hahas.. xDD

After that,
played Beach Volley for awhile
Before heading back to tan.
It was 2 even before I knew it.

Packed up and left my cell.
Moved a little to the right of the beach
and joined Cel, Kus and Licia
to SUN-TAN!!
Sprayed sand all over Licia and Marcel and Markus.
Especially Markus(:

Took a quick shower.

Aunty Pat drove us back to Ah Gong House.
Those 3 HUNGRY PIGS ate maggie mee!
And I sat there and watched them.

LALALAss..
(Blabbers)

I'm SO like a lobster now.
So lucky that I wore a tanktop man.
My poor arms..
HAHAs..

Kor Flirt lar..
FLIRT FLIRT
(CHANTS)

Are we to be?

'Celeste_

16 July 2007 (Monday)

Gwen's so gonna kill me when you sees this post.
That's if she's ever gonna see it.
So, to the people out there.
Please please please
Don't ask her to view my blog k?
Thanks!
Hahas..
Wanna know why?
'Cause before she left..
She told me to take good care of myself..
And now.. erms..
3days after the left for Australia
I hurt my foot!
Gahhs!
Don't ask me about it..
:S
Sorry Gwen
I tried to take care of myself lar.
Budden you not around mahh
Heehee.. Joking!!


Well.
I believed in my previous post that I had updated some of my marks..
So now..
I'm gonna update ALL of them.

Math - 51/60
COS - 64/100
ISE1 - 59/100
Java - C

See how badly I did?
Java wasn't even close to what I expected.
Stupid me :S

Ok. I'm determined to start chiong-ing already.
(:

I know you care dearie.
So just tell me that you do
And hack the hints.


'Celeste_

11 July 2007 (Wednedsday)

Had Java lesson today.
Could understand and do the practical.
Got back results too..
A pathetic C for my Java MST.
So far from my expectations.
And I don't think I'm stressing myself.

Mind wandered and remembered that Gwen was leaving Singapore on Friday.
Started becoming emo.
*sobx*
Dripped a few tears..
Then Sam was like..
"You crying arhh?"
Den I was like..
"I'm ok"
Well, to be truthful..
I wasn't actually.
Sorry for lying to Sam.
:S

Had lunch at KouFu.
I was the only girl again.
Nothing much lar.

Went to Dover.
Missed the first train.
Met Ryan and Eldon there.
Started to guess the riddles that Eldon gave.
Lucky the both of there to help me divert my thoughts of Gwen.
Thanks guys!
P.S. Eldon, I liked the gun-rabbit-hunter riddle(:

Gahh!!
My old injuries are back!
Poor knee, ankle and arm.
I should have taken good care of you guys.
I'm so regretting now..
Let's hope my hip doesn't get a relapse
or I won't be able to walk :S

I'll be brave and not cry when the time comes,
I promise.
5Months ain't too long a wait for a goodfriend.

'Celeste_

10 July 2007 (Tuesday)

Monday 09July2007

Had lesson as usual, and was playing game throughout :S
Was released earlier
And had a 1hr 30min break.
Returned paycheck and borrowed Matrix Rev.
Went to disturb LaoBa.
You should have seen the way he and Sam wrestled!
It was so entertaining!
Wahahahs..
Table Top Dancing =P


Continued poking LaoBa..
His reaction chao funny sia..

Had Java.
Didn't even know what the whole lesson was about.
Had to ask LaoBa for help.
He didn't really help lar.
Just say, "after this is what" and "that part put here".
Then I understand le..
Magical right??
HeeHee..

[END]

Tuesday 10July2007

Wore man man.
Had COS practical.
Ohhhs.. spent so much time searching for VMWare on the net.
And finally got it from LaoBa..
-.-
Gahhs!! He should have passed it over earlier.
Then don't need waste so much time :S

Went for ISE1 lecture.
Loaded VMWare.
Stared at it 'cause I didn't know how to use it.

Went for break.
Maths quiz.
Sets ==> 10/20
Computer arithmetics ==> 20/20.
Got back Math MST result ==> 51/60.
Only 8ppl got 50 and above.
Justin got 57half, and he was so cute when he said yes with that punch.

Jing ==> 52/60
Abimae ==> 57/60
Ryan ==> 37/60
Glo==> 57/60 (I think)
Can't remember the rest le..

Hmms..
Chatted with Linda on the train, Abimae too.
Went to meet Gwen at Mall.
She was like a tourist going, "Where's Hougang Mall??"
Wahahha.
Went Cafe Cartel and chatted awhile with Rasmus and Rastus.
They left and Ryan, Chih Yong and Amanda came.
So I left.
Gave a big hug to Gwen and a small one to Ryan too!! *hugs*
heehee..

[END]

Things to do:
1. TBCM OP slides
2. CD Individual Assignment
3. ISE1 Group Assignment
4. PRGJ Group Assignment
5. Revise COS, Math, Java and ISE.
6. MANY MORE!!

Gosh!!
I think I like you.
And away with those RUMOURS!!!
Arghh!!

'Celeste_

07 July 2007 (Saturday)

Alarm didn't ring today.
And I found my hp on my bed when I woke up.
It was supposed to be on the floor. :S

Left home and sent boy to NUS.
Slept in the car.
Dad sent me SP.
Reached early and saw people kick balls on the muddy field.
Eeeeks!
The mud was like splashing everywhere.
Thought Archery was cancelled till I messaged the guy.
Was told that they were coming down soon, but we went up in the end instead.
(Crap Crap Crap)
Shot with the wrong eye.
I mean..
I used the wrong eye to aim.
So my arrows were like all WRONG!!!
Gosh!!

Left SP.
Dad sent Mom to Royal Hotel and we went home.
Went H.Mall for lunch and left for Youth Ablaze.

Worshiped.
Word.
Altar call.
The altar call was Great!
The Holy Spirit was everywhere and..
Yup!
Could literally feel it around me.
And when Auntie Ivy came to pray for me
I felt the Holy Spirit moving towards me.
And..
BOO!!
I started crying!
(healed)

Yup!
Thank God!
He's been so great to me
and after Re-encountering God, I just keep wanting poor.
I'm just so hungry for His touch.
YupYup.
God is Good all the time. All the time God is Good!!
Amen eh? (:

Hanged around awhile more while Gwen chatted with a few people before leaving for dinner.
Chatted and caught up with each other will we walked to Heartland.
Both me and Gwen have been through a lot
And we've both matured a lot too
Although I've to admit that she's more mature than me
But I'm matured too!!!
Although some people just can't see it and keep treating me like a kid
Hmmms..
No No No.
Actually,
I prefer not to show my true self
'Cause being a kid is better
More innocent.
Yup.
But some people just can't seem to understand.
And they say I'm acting-cute. -.-
Fine. Whatever.

Yup.
I'm done here.
Got my new ear piece (:

'Celeste_

05 July 2007 (Thursday)

Went to tighten my braces yesterday.
Asked for orange on the right and purple on the left.
Ended up with 2 different tones of orange and purple.
One of the purple even looked like gray.

Today.
Watched a little of 'Paycheck' in NEL.
Reached Dover at 0955.

Had a throbbing headache.
Was giddy when Linda, Abimae and I were walking to the Bus.Block.
(could literally see two images..)
Got a sudden tap for APPLE and I jolted.

Entered a dark, hot, stuffy classroom.
Played game throughout COS lecture.
But listened during COS Tutorial.

Ate lunch at KouFu.
Could hardly enjoy.
(The power braces were like..!!)
ARGGHHH!!

CD next.
Group presentation was a disaster
(to me)
Kana divided into groups to play the square-game.
Got posted to the same group as APPLE for the 5th time.
Got first for the square-game
(though theres no price)

went for break.
(we got 1hr instead because CD ended earlier)
Talk and chatted.
APPLE's my dad????
wahahhahs
Den who's my mum??

TBCM lesson.
Did some questions.
Got posted to some roles for role-play.
Posted to the same group as APPLE for the 6th time!!

Yup. That's about all. (:
Sorry to bore the readers xDD

'Celeste_

04 July 2007 (Wednesday)

I'm here to post.
Been having bad headaches since Sunday.
The headaches NEVER go away.
It starts when I wake up and ends when I sleep.
-.-
It least I get to sleep in peace.

Nothing much to post though.
Can't wait for Weekends!
Daddy's gonna get me a new earpiece!! xDD
Apparently, the one I bought 4months ago is spoiled.
So much for using cheap goods :S


1. I'll know it when you tell me.
So just say it.
Stop wasting my time.

2. If you're not the one for me, den GET LOST!!

3. I'm just me
Pathetic right?



'Celeste_

28 June 2007 (Thursday)

Firstly, Java was a disaster.
Secondly, COS was a greater disaster.
Thirdly and last of all, Maths was a slight breather.

Kor's sa-yang.

SF's concerned.

Glo's sentimental??

What more?
Gosh! Why does it seem that NP's ppl are so much friendlier??

Makes me sorta regret coming to SP.
HAix.
(Celeste is stoning)


What can I do to make you notice?
What can I do to make you care?
Would you notice me if I disappeared?
'cause if it's so,
I'll gladly disappear.

'Celeste_

25 June 2007 (Monday)

TODAY!!!!

Java Prac was a total SCREW UP!!
Gosh!! I'm like SO SO SO DEAD!

I seriously can't believe it!
What's the difference between Poly and JC life when the stress is like almost the same??!
Ohhhs. I forgot, JC has cheena. ( -.- rolls eyes at her lameness)

Ok. There's not much to blog because I've already crap like mad yesterday.
Had lunch with Jin Yong and Wei Sinn.
Well, actually.. It was they who ate. Not me :S

Left SP at slightly before One. Headed for the Green Line with Jin Yong.
Wei Sinn came along too! He decided to take the train instead of bus. Wahahas!
Boring journey to Outram.
(We were listening to ur Mp3s)

Boarded the NE Line at Outram.
Lols.. My poor hand ):
Go ask Wei Sinn and Jin Yong what happened! xDD

Went mama house to eat noodles, and went home.
Home. Slacked around while waiting for boy before proceeding to the gym.
Did intervals and weights. PHEW!!
I coundn't even do the minimun!
Got to start to 'chiong' gym already.
Must be fit xDD
Just like MI times! ((:

Gosh! Speaking of MI times..
Those fun days..
Where we would pon lessons
(especially CHEENA!!)
and slack in the library till school ends :))
And break too!
Roy and Jeff would always eat their 'Fan Choy'!!
Wahahs!!
And Chelvam too!!
Plus WanTan!!
Heehee!!

This BLUE part is dedicated to the cool funky 07B1 group and not the geeks!!
So.. only THEY have the RIGHTS to comment about it.
Yup yup. Sorry if I'm being mean. I can't help it :S

HAix.. Do you know that one memory leads to another? I still remember those wonderful times back in Rosyth where we would play catching! Maria, Yee Shi, Meng Yu, Desmond, Tedson. Gerald, Sheryl Chua, Cheryl Tan, Melodie, Daryl and Zhi Wei.
(Did I miss out anyone?? If I do please tell me k?)

Lols.. Speaking of Desmond *winks*

Hahs!! Wonder where he is now? *Hmmms...*

And there was the Secondary School times..
Not much for lower sec.
But upper was better.
406'06 headed by the Mrs Lim.
Woots!!
Only 11 girls and the rest were like rowdy guys.
Still remeber when we were in Sec3.
The guys kept getting into trouble
And in Sec4, all of them were like 'chiong-ing' for Os.
Literally 'chiong-ing'!!
Those guys grew from some immature boy boys to really responsible guys man.
Although their not gentlemanly :S
Wahahs!!
(Their gonna hammer me for typing this!!!)

Hmmms.. speaking of immature..
Lols
Sounds so me.
I'm Sorry but I can't help it.
I haven't had a good childhood to enjoy.
So let me just be a small girl now.
And enjoy what I've always wanted.
I'll grow up.
I promise.
I will.
Soon.
I hope.
Just you wait and see.
Just you wait.

I'm sorry if you misunderstand.
But it's the only I can protect myself.
It's not fair for the me to keep getting hurt.
It can't go on.
There's got to be an end to it.
And only I can do it.
Sorry Dearie,
If I had let you down.
Maybe we weren't meant to be.
Maybe we were meant to only be friends.
Somehow.
One day,
You'll thank me.
For saying GoodBye.
We'll still be friends if you're fine with it.
I'm proud to say that you're my friend.

'Celeste_

24/06/2007 (Sunday)

Well, after much persuasion from Yan, Darrell and Stef(the 3 items), I decided to blog! Wahahaha! Guess this is gonna be my longest and most emotional blog, so.. BEAR WITH ME!!


06/06/2007 (Wednesday)

Mass Briefing!! Boring Boring Boring.. those guys ate all my sweets!! Arghh!! (disturbed)

Jin Yong kept 'gop-ing' my hp!! Kana bullied by Choon Song and the team.. Zzz -.-

Rong, Jing and Da was the best!! xDD


08/06/2007 (Friday)

Went to Koufu for dinner after lesson. Waited for 'HOURS' to use the washroom. Hopped on the the first train then came (it was like soo full). Only me, Jing, Da and Wei Sinn managed to get on.. the rest took the nxt train.

Briefing was like.. THE ROOM WAS SO DARK!! AIRCON WAS SO SHUANG!! so.. i fell ASLEEP!! kana push my Jing.. den i lean to the left and kana push by sam! wahahas.. didnt sleep after that.

Wanted to go back, but the guys kept fooling around. Glo climbed to the second floor of the carpark. Saw the police car and he hid! lols! The guys fooled about awhile more and we countinued the journey.. lolls.. (LONGWINDED)

aiya! they just kept fooling around lar.. by the time we reached the station.. I was like soaking wet!! lolls.. and it was like so late.. :S

alighted at outram and went back! [END]


10/06/2007 (Sunday)

Woke up at 5am to get ready. Got on the the first 112 and took to Hougang Station. Boarded the train and sat to Jurong East. Reached at 8am!! (half an hour early) saw Seok Min and off we went to buy
Mac! (well, I 'pei-ed' her only xDD)

Went back to the station to wait for the rest. Wanna know the order??

1. Celeste
2. Seok Min
3. Linda
4. Yong Rong & Chee Yang
5. Jing Shi
6. Ryan
7. Samuel
8. Wei Sinn & Choon Song
9. Glo!! (reached at like.. 8.50??!!!) Grrr..!!!

walked to JTC and got our BANANA SHIRTS!!! hee..

(walking bananas walking bananas.. *chants*)

got posted to Dover station, together with Jing Shi, Sam n WS. It was so bored that we tied extensions to our hair and started cam-whoring! xDD

Went back to JTC summit and have the prize-giving session.. Managed to take a pic of Ryan sleeping. WEE!! wahaha.. (went home and drew flowers on his face before sending it back to him!!)

took group photo, and left for ah gong house. Was in the train with Ryan, Glo and Linda. Kana suan and laughed at by Ryan and Glo siaz.. they're MEAN!!

Reached Ah Gong house. Kor, Di and Sheena was there too! Havent been able to bond with Kor and Na like we used to! So.. wahahas.. gossiped loads!! and cam-whored too!!! xDDD

(Celeste is happy!!!)


16/06/2007 (Saturday)

Ryan kept emphasizing that he's man.. -.-'''

Had Pastor Mike's teaching at audi. Powerful man!! wahha.. couldnt wait for church camp!!

crapped with Ryan over sms.. lolls.. we had used almost 70plus sms by midnight



17/06/2007 (Sunday)

Cont with the smses.. (lame)

coudnt tahan and fell asleep at 0230. Ryan replied at 0231!! wahahs..

woke up at 0500 when the Girlfriend music was played, and got ready for Church Camp!! Weee!!

nth much for first day of church camp.. resting day.. hahs..

Room got messed up the the countless guys in our room. (poor me, stef and grace)

well, not countless. lets see..

Rastus
Rasmus
Jia Wei
Zhao Wei
Reynard
Chih Yong
(it seems like a crowd in that small hotel room, esp when Mus and Rey started fighting!!)




17/06/2007 - 20/06/2007 (Sunday - Wednesday)

Well, God's really really and I mean REALLY amazing!! I went to church camp with a broken and shattered heart, and now, my hearts almost whole again! Felt to small before the camp, and now, it's like so different. Seriously, He's AWESOME!! I'm like so refreshed and on fire now!

He's love is coming over me
Softer than the breeze
Warmer thant the seas

His love
Is flowing right through me
Cleansing all my sins
Lifting all my grief

And I could sing
I could ran
I could shout out loud

I'M IN HIS LOVE~ ~ ...

yupyup.. not the forget what Stef did!! wahaha..

The lamp (spoilt before we reached the room) couldnt light up. And stef was like.. 'Oops, Let's call room service'

THEN!!! THe dryer blew when Stef switched it on!!! wahaha.. I COULD HEaR the *POOF*!!!

and Stef said "Let's call room service"

on the second day, Stef used her leg to push the stool, and it BROKE!!!! wahahahahah!!

Stef was "Should we call room service?"

Me and Grace were "NO!!!"

Stef was "Not my fault, I push only"

then she added "Well, I'll just put it properly"

funny?? -.- heex

well, it's funny only for me, Grace and Stef cos we were the only peeps there.. so no one has the right abt this matter except for US!!!



21/06/2007 (Thursday)


Ryan's still emphasizing that he's man -.-



22/06/2007 (Friday)

Java mock!! DIE!!

Kana called up at 6.55 and was told by daddy that I was late.

Rushed to bathe and then came out and realised that my alarm had not rang!! I SET 0700!! (LAUGHS)


kk.. that's abt all.. I know it's been boring.. but it's me!! wahahas..




Spare him! Can't you learn from my example? YOu've hurt me SO much and now you're gonna hurt him! I'm brittle on the outside but strong on the inside, he's the entire opposite!! Don't you know that??!!

I know how he feels, that's why I stand up for him. We do have our own little probs, but nevertheless I still love him!! I don't hurt him the way you do!!

Let me tell you honestly that I've hated you all my life, until now. Cause I know you care. But let me remind you that he's different from me, he'll continue hating you unless you change. Remember this, unless you change, he'll continue hating you



I've been hurt too much to trust anyone again. Those memories of fun seems so distant. There's no longer a desire to long to be happy anymore. Sometimes I wonder if it's my just desserts. If I had made a decision not the fall for him, maybe my life would not have turn upside down. Maybe now, I would still be the happy-go-lucky Celeste. I longer love him, but the hurt and lost can never be replaced_

If only I miracle would happen, If only all the distrust would go away. I'll gladly surrender my all the him.








To the 2 I knew since dunno when:
Zzz.. I don't like him lar.. wahh lau.. in sch they say he like me.. den in church you guys say I like him. -.-'' that's childish!He's your good friend, don't you guys know and understand him??!! Or is that what good friends do? Tease, hurt and misuderstand?


'Celeste_

Friday, 20/04/2007

Darling Gwen left S'pore this morning! (cries) Gonna miss her so so much! Couldn't sent her off cos had to have breakfast with mum. Well, actually, I couldn't wake up. So it's not really the breakfast's fault. Sry Gwennie!

Went Ikea to eat and met up with Abimae and Linda Jie at Tamp MRT stn. Travelled to Dover.. nth much abt the journey though.

Was a little moody cos I was missing Gwen. Saw CS, WS, Glo and the others. They really irritate me sometimes with their crap and always get on my nerves. But I really appreciated their nonsense today because it made me forget about Gwen's departure. (Thanks guys!) I guess I've learnt to appreciate them..

'Celeste_

Thursday, 12/04/2007

Woke up at 5.45 today and got myself ready for SP flag day. Took the Rio Shuttle Bus out to Hougang Central Int and waited a freaking 10MINUTES for the bus to arrive. Kana jammed near Toa Payoh. Stopped at Blk 177 when I'm supposed to stop at the next stop (Toa Payoh Stn). Reached the Control Station exactly at 7.30am!

Waited awhile for Choon Song and Wei Sinn before Jing Shi called them. They were late! Well.. CS was late, but WS waited for CS, so both were late! Whatever! Watch them eat Mac before two other guys joined. (forgot their names!)

Slack around.. yupx.. nth much lar.. Pinched CS! GOSH!! his poor hand siaz.. i didn't know that I pinched that hard!

SORRY CS! haha..

The grp of us Wanted to leave CS in the train when it reached Dover. But we ARE GOOD people, thus, we called him up. (He looked so blur!)

Counted our donations and went home.. DONE!

'Celeste_

Sunday, 08/02/2007

Went for Inspiration Unveiled yesterday. Had two 'live' testimonies before proceeding for dinner. Dinner was great, buffet-style.. the desert was yummy! Enjoyed 1/4 of the marble cheesecake and the pudding with vanilla.

Spilled fruit punch on Phy!

Queued for glamour photoshoot, took pics with our cams during the long wait..

AND the NICEST photo that I took goes to... *drumroll*

The photo with me and Jun An! *claps*

Took glamour photo with the cell, followed by Phy, Shar and Gina. LOL! waited LONG for the photo.. the cell PS me at around 8.30pm... den Shar, Phy and Gina left at abt 9pm too! The printer JAMMED! so I left too.. lol!

Joined Mum and Dad's cell. Helped Mum baby-sit.. WE DREW EASTER EGGS!! and ate Chocolate fondue too! YUMMY!!


Saw my DARLING Gwen today at First Service! Missed her loads! WE HUGGED!! But She's only staying for two weeks! *sobx*

Joined Stef, Grace, Darryl and Gina for Second Service's worship.. den left.

Gosh! How can these people be so FREAKING unreliable! They said they would come! I heard it, and I came! But guess what?! Only TWO turned up! Goodness me! Just because two of your friends aren't in Singapore doesn't mean you guys can't come! Fakes! Copy-cats! BLAH!! Why do you guys have to ruin the new regained trust in you all the time? It isn't fair.. So.. Don't blame me for being mean.. It started when you guys....



'Celeste_

I AM @ YOUTH.SG

I AM @ YOUTH.SG

'Youth' in the Little Oxford Dictionary mean the state or period of being young. However, the word 'Youth' to me means fun, laughter, stress and friendship.

Being a Youth in SG is not easy. It’s stressful because we need to lift up to the expectations of our parents, friends, siblings, teachers... practically everyone. Not forgetting the study part, O-levels, A-levels and so on. But lucky me! I just finished my O’s last year, and I won’t be doing my A’s because I’ve decided to go by the ‘poly route’.

However, being a Youth is fun. Youth matters! We're fit to play all sorts of games, pushing ourselves to the limits. Lollx! But being a youth means wide range of friends (it’s easier for youths to make friends) which also means open doors to bad influences.

BUT! As long as we know our limits, There’s nothing much to worry about.

I joined ‘I am @ Youth.SG’ because I was tempted by the wonderful prize that was offered! 30GB IPOD! Cool! If I win that, I will never have to worry about deleting songs from my MP3 player ever again! (P.S. That’s why you should vote for me! XD )

What’s life without music anyway? Music plays a great part in my life, though I’m not really musically inclined. It’s my good friend when I’m sitting on the bus or train, keeping me company throughout the whole journey. (I mean.. when I’m travelling by myself)

Let’s not neglect the friendship part too. Many people say that I’m easy going, but I feel otherwise. Maybe it’s because of my character? But I really treasure my friends. They are always there by my side, even when I throw my NASTY temper. They are always there to comfort me too! Although it’s just 3months into 2007, I feel that there’s been a great change in my ‘friendship’ life. My long-time best friend just left for Melbourne a month ago and is going to study there for 5years or so. I’ve just graduated from Xinmin Secondary School and have been torn apart from the CCA-buddies that I’ve bonded with for the last 4years. The Girl’s Brigade RAWKS! Sec4’06 ROCKS!!

My Long-time Best Friend!
(Psst! She’s Pretty right? I hope she doesn’t bring an Aust. Boyfriend back!)

Sec4’06 GB Girls!
(One person is missing though)

Champions Night 2006 @ Xinmin



My Lovely CCA
(CHAMPIONS EVERYONE!)

However, while waiting for my results, I applied to Millennia Institute to study for the first 3months. There, I made really GOOD and EASYGOING friends! YOU GUYS ROCK AT MI! 07B1!

Not to forget my cool church friends! Some of whom I knew since I could ever remember.









And the cool cousins I chilled out and cam-whored with on the first day of Chinese New Year!

(GOSSIPING about our results!)

Yup! So That's almost everything about me as a youth in SG (: vote for me if i get selected kz? thx *bows*

*END_

Wednesday, 21/02/2007

a recap of events...

Saturday, 17/02/2007

No Youth Ablaze.. Went Grandma's house for reunion dinner... ate.. had YuSheng.. ate finish.. Watched Daddie, Jie Jie, Gu Ma and Shu Shu play Mahjong for half an hour.. den cant TaHan.. lie on the sofa and sleep.. slept till 12.14am den mummie woke me up. time to go home le.. paid 2plus extra for the carpark cos lapsed into the second day.. went back and bathed..

Sunday, 18/02/2007

Woke up at 7.45 cos needed to go to church and needed to prepare.. bathed.. den mummie told me that daddie say not going church.. cos boy tired.. but daddie was still sleepin like a pig when boy woke up!! PIGGY!! lollx.. XD

Went to Grandma's hse for lunch.. Gu Ma came awhile later.. hahas.. ate and left le.. den went to Ah Gong's house.. played BlackJack till 10plus.. den Kor suggested that we go watch show.. lollx.. ask dad.. den he not happy.. budden Godma they all help me.. say, "One year one time.. let her go.." den he reluctantly let me go.. budden wanted to watch 10.40show.. den dunno if got tix.. so went internet to check.. budden the web lag... rushed to The Cathy.. tix for Norbit sold out.. den rushed to Plaza Sing.. got 12.10show for Just Follow Law.. bought front seat siaz.. head pain till like siaox.. :S finished at 3am.den Godpa sent me, Kor, Kenny, Licia, Kus and Marcel back to Ah Gong house... waited for Mum they all to finish their last game den went home.. reached home at 3.30.. slept at 4plus.. lolls.. guess wad.. money for the movie was won from the games.. hahs.. still got leftovers.. (:

Monday, 19/02/2007

woke up at 11am, went to Uncle Joe's house.. den went Grandma house for lunch.. budden Shu Shu haven't come back.. so Gu Ma, Dad, Jie Jie and Mum played Mahjong.. playeed to rounds.. Gu Ma zimo.. den Shu Shu came back le.. ate lunch den left for Ah Gong house.. sat for awhile, den played BlackJack.. won a few bucks.. (: den went home le..

Tuesday, 20/02/2007

visited families..den went Suntec.. went home for dinner.. nth much today..