30April2008

It isn't so peaceful here anymore.

If only I could just leave.

Well, at least I still have him.

It's our 4th month today (:

'Celeste_

27March2008

lalala~~

Just came back from class chalet..

Thanks to those for making the chalet a success(:

'Celeste_

19March2008

Seriously, I'm SUPER PISSED with a bunch of people.

Just because they are our

SENIORS

DOES NOT

give them the right to push us around!!

Firstly,

I'll like to apologise to the people in my batch who really care about me.

I feel bad for leaving them in the lurch.

I'm REALLY gonna MISS those times when we crapped while shooting xD

And,

If I EVER go back there,

It will be for SUBCOMM

and not because of the COMM.

But for now,

I've made my stand!

I REFUSED TO GET PUSHED AROUND

AND

I REFUSED TO BE MADE USED OF!!

Well,

the present comm can counter me saying that I said in the interview that

'I should fulfill my role if given one'

AND

'I should find back my passion if I lose it'

The comm might feel that I've gone back on my word.

BUT.

LET ME TELL U GUYS.

I DID NOT!

I lost my passion and I've been trying to find it back.

I HELD ON TO MY DUTY.

And,

COME ON MAN!

all the crap about fulfilling what is said.

I BET that someone in that COMM has gone back on their word before.

SO DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT GIVING ME THAT CRAP ABOUT KEEPING TO MY WORD.

WOLVES IN SHEEPS CLOTHING!!

(psps, only SOME people in the COMM not all. At least, I think)

To get this clear,

you guys might say that you didn't do A THING to me.

But,

HURTING my friends as EQUAL to hurting me.

I'm writing this on BEHALF of them.

It took me 2mths to regain my faith in all of you.

And this is what you guys do.

Throw my re-newed faith in the the TRASH.

I just can't believe this.

Besides,

saying the year one SUCK doesn't make u guys the year twos BETTER.

IN FACT,

YOU GUYS SUCK MORE!

HYPOCRITES!!

Seriously,

I think the reason that you guys formed the subcomm was because you guys KNEW that you were too INCAPABLE and needed and also someone to PUSH THE BLAME on if anything happened!

Whatever it is,

I support my BATCH and I'm behind them till they prove me wrong.

'Celeste_

12March2008

LET'S POST!! XD

rofl.. woke up early in the morning.. And guess what? My brother was like nagging at my mum

-.-

IRONY!!

Went to Westin Hotel for the buffet lunch today. The prawn appetizer was YUMMY! and so was the food.

SERIOUSLY!

It's SUPER DUPER YUMMY!! xD

awww.. dont be jealous..

IT'S FATTENING!! T.T

And guess what? I'm going to Rose Veranda for Buffet from 12 till 5 tml.

-.-

I'm seriously gonna put on weight.

And I mean...

PUT ON WEIGHT

T.T

But well, considering the yummy food.

I HAVE NO REGRETS

XD

And seriously after tml, I start eating lesser.

So too bad to the guy who wants to bring me out for LUNCH :D

LALALA~~

'Celeste_

29February2008

RAHH!!!

I'M SO FRIGGING CONFUSED NOW!!

I HAVE TO IDEA WHO TO LISTEN TO!!!

HELP!!

T.T

'Celeste_

19February2008

I think I've changed.
Changed into an insensitive bitch.
Who cares not about the feelings of others,
but herself.
I'm really sorry if I made you jealous.
I really didn't mean it.

sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY

Sorry for everything.
Just let me absorb all the blame.

'Celeste_

11February2008

Haix!

Seriously, I don't seem to know who I am anymore.

And it SUCKS!

t.t

Why can't life just be the way it was before?

I hate all the lies and deceit.

I hate it when I still do things even though I know that it ain't right!

Sighs.

Can things just go back to what they were before?

):

11February2008 (Monday)

O.o
I know I haven't been updating. But since its holidays now, I SHOULD! xD
CNY this year is such a BORE!
Not much visiting and so on, but well, I caught two movies(:
1st day : Ah Long, with the Cousins
3rd day : Kung Fu Dunk, with Brother and Ryan

yar.. well, there's nothing much to update lar.
Except that I'm attatched now?
Now, is it a good or bad thing?
Hmmms.

02 October 2007 (Tuesday)

I'M SO FRIGGING PISSED!!!!!!!!!!
IS IT THAT HARD TO REPLY TO A SMS???
AND TO THINK I THOUGHT YOU WERE ANGRY AND APOLOGISED TO YOU!!
GAHHHHHSSS!!!!
RAWR!!

'Celeste_

24 September 2007 (Monday)

ARGHHHH!!!
The first day of Semester is like... SO SO SO VERY BOOOORIIINNGG!!!!!
Bleahhh!! xD


'Celeste_

21 September 2007 (Friday)

ARGHH!!!
WHAT THE FREAKING HELL IS GOING ON??!!!
GRRR... IF YOU'RE GONNA CONTINUE TREATING ME THIS WAY..
I'M SO GONNA TREAT YOU LIKE DIRT!
DON'T YOU REGRET IT!!!

*angry*

'Celeste_

18 September 2007 (Tuesday)

Had a GREAT time at Sentosa. Got burnt too :s

'Celeste_

05 September 2007 (Wednesday)

Left home for SP to return and borrow new DVDs. Such boring ride.. But what can you expect from my life? Boring will never be equalled to Interesting.. So who cares?

BlahhBlahh..

Boarded the train at Outram Park, and I noticed someone. She looked like so familiar.. and then I realised.

She looks like my Jie.
And if you're wondering why I said 'looks like', its because I havent really seen her for like.. 2years or so.. Besides, her hair was like..RED and she was wearing a pair of sunglasses.. so I couldnt see her face that clearly.

But, well.. It brought back memories.. Like how we (3 of us) used to go around greeting people with hugs and (two of us) breaking up with our boyfriends together.. Those days were like so innocent and carefree, but now? Haix, I guess it's just part and parcel of growing up. And now? A part of me is gone. I guess she never knew that I looked up to her. But now its too late.. It's all too late.

We'll never be the same again I guess.
I'll never be the mei you once knew, and you'll never be the jie I onced looked up to.

I'm hurting inside
It hurts so much
I just feeling like giving up
Just feel like giving up
But face it
Life sucks

'Celeste_

02 September 2007 (Sunday)

1SEPT2007 (Saturday)

Was dragged out of bed at 9 and forced to accompany my parents to the market. Which was like.. ermms.. YUCK! The smoke, fish and ermms. market smell sucks!

Blah Blah Blah..

Took the 4pm bus out and went to the library to waste some time before going Hougang Bus Terminal. Met JinYong, YongRong, CheeYang, ChoonSong and Jingshi.

Blah Blah Blah..

Over all, the BBQ was a bomb!

And..

I wanna thank everyone for the prezzies!!

*GRINS*

Slept at 3am.


02SEPT2007 (Sunday)

Woke up at 8AM!

Went to church, had worship, sermon and breakfast there before going off to Comex.

It was only 1Am and the place was already JAMMED!!

Argh!

Saw ZhaoWei promoting and Daddy asked him for his opinion.

So..

TADA!!

That was how my NEW lappie was bought.

(It was ZhaoWei's FIRST sale)

And now, the specs..

ASUS F9S

Intel Cemtrino Duo Mobile Technology

- Intel Core 2 Duo Processor T7300 (2.0Ghz, 800Mhz, 4MB L2)

- Intel Next-Gen Wireless-N 4965ABGN network connection 802.11a/b/g/n

- Intel 965PM Express Chipset

- Genuine Microsoft Windows Vista Home Premium

- nVidia Geforce Go 8400M G up tp 896MB Turbo Cache

- 12.1" WXGA Colourshine & Crystalshine LCD

- 2GB DDR2 RAM

- 160GB SATA HDD

- TPM-Trusted Platform Module for Hardware & Software Encryption Security

- DVD Super-Multi Double Layer Drive

- Integrated Bluetooth 2.0

- Built-in Web-Camera (1.3 Mega Pixel)

- 8-in-1 Card Reader

- Biometric Finger Print Reader

at $2398!!
Hahas.Cool right?

Okays..I think I should stop this lappie stuffI dun want people to get jealous :)

'Celeste_

23 August 2007 (Thursday)

Chiong-ed GYM.
And I'm like aching all over now :s
Aggrevated my hip again.
WTH!!
Stupid hip!
Quarelled with XXXX a few hours ago.
Stupid insensitive arguement about his hair.
Wth!
And I dont know why I'm still fuming. :s
It's partially my fault ok?
Or maybe ENTIRELY my fault.
I was the one who started it.
*CRIES*

You didnt cause any trouble.
None at all.
It's my fault.
All my fault.
Just let me be.
Sorry for wad I said_


'Celeste_

04 August 2007 (Saturday)

Ok, Celeste is FINALLY here to blog.
About wad? I'll just do a random one.

1. Changed my braces colour to red and white on Tuesday.
I'm feeling so patriotic.
Lalalas.

2. Had a not-so-cold Cold War with Apple on Wednesday and Thursday.
Okies.
I admit lar.
I was at fault too.
Too insensitive of me.
:'(

3. Had TBCM Interview on Friday.
O.o
Was told to bomb everyone with questions at the last minute.
:s
Got interviewed by Andre and Low and ended late.

4. Chiong-ed for ISE assignment and missed ISE lesson.
Haha.
Went to Koufu after Interview. They were so engrossed that they forgot the time.
Missed ISE.
Rushed to SAC to print and bind and went back to Koufu.
Sat for awhile before Merv found out that we forgot to add something.
Rushed back to SAC to print and re-bind before Merv ran to SMIT office to hand in.
It was less than 5mins before Merv found out again that we forgot to bind in the handouts!!
This time round Apple did the job!
So man right??!!
ROFL.
Poor him lar. Wear long-sleeve still help us.

Okies. I just that's just it le.

I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.

Argghh!!

Why is it like this now??!!
I was never like that!!


'Celeste_

29 July 2007 (Sunday)

Okies..
I really HAVE to admit that I've been neglecting my blog..
Haven't been posting much..
But if you TAG me..
I'll usually reply..
It's easier to tag then blog lar..
Face it.

Java is like SO SO VERY stressful!!
(pulls hair)

Erms..
Nothing much to blog recently..
Except that..
During the 2days of TBCM OP..
LaoBa was 'tortured' by us(:
Poor him lar..Who as him scared of tickle..
WAHAHAHAS!!
Mervyn has uploaded our pics..
So I shall not upload it(:
(Can u sense some laziness?? xDD)

Ohh YES!!
Not to forget..
I got NAGGED at by Ryan on Friday night!
Just cause I got a fever. -.-
ARGHH!!

Gwen, see lar..
All your fault!
Hmmphh!
(Gives the joking look)

Archery was good.
Just have to remember to use the 'right' eye.
You see..
I'm right-handed
But I use the left-hand bow.
Complicated?
Well, forget it then..

Anyways, YA was great on Saturday.
Haven't felt so much enthusiasim for such a long time..
WOOTS!!
And Darling Sheena brought Ming Jun for service!
Hahas..
Had an open-mentoring with Uncle Daniel
And went for lunch with Boy @ Hougang Mall.

And today..
Woke up when mummie called my hp.
I forgot to switch it off the previous night..
So i thought that I had an alarm..
Took me quite some time to answer the call (:

Hmms..
I think theres nothing much.
So I'll end here.

[END]

Is it me I'm looking at the mirror?
'Cause I don't feel that it's me anymore.
I just want to go back to where things were perfectly normal.
I so miss those times.
Where times were so free and stress-free.

'Celeste_

22 July 2007 (Sunday)

Had FUNDAY today.
Played a NICE match of Captain's Ball.
Yellow VS Pink.
Score?
10 - 4or5
NICER RIGHT? (:
And of course..
I was in YELLOW!!
Hahas..

It was funny lar..
I got the ball THRICE
and they were like..
Celeste throw! Celeste throw!
Then I was like..
Cannot! Cannot!
But I threw..
And we SCORED!!
Hahas.. xDD

After that,
played Beach Volley for awhile
Before heading back to tan.
It was 2 even before I knew it.

Packed up and left my cell.
Moved a little to the right of the beach
and joined Cel, Kus and Licia
to SUN-TAN!!
Sprayed sand all over Licia and Marcel and Markus.
Especially Markus(:

Took a quick shower.

Aunty Pat drove us back to Ah Gong House.
Those 3 HUNGRY PIGS ate maggie mee!
And I sat there and watched them.

LALALAss..
(Blabbers)

I'm SO like a lobster now.
So lucky that I wore a tanktop man.
My poor arms..
HAHAs..

Kor Flirt lar..
FLIRT FLIRT
(CHANTS)

Are we to be?

'Celeste_

16 July 2007 (Monday)

Gwen's so gonna kill me when you sees this post.
That's if she's ever gonna see it.
So, to the people out there.
Please please please
Don't ask her to view my blog k?
Thanks!
Hahas..
Wanna know why?
'Cause before she left..
She told me to take good care of myself..
And now.. erms..
3days after the left for Australia
I hurt my foot!
Gahhs!
Don't ask me about it..
:S
Sorry Gwen
I tried to take care of myself lar.
Budden you not around mahh
Heehee.. Joking!!


Well.
I believed in my previous post that I had updated some of my marks..
So now..
I'm gonna update ALL of them.

Math - 51/60
COS - 64/100
ISE1 - 59/100
Java - C

See how badly I did?
Java wasn't even close to what I expected.
Stupid me :S

Ok. I'm determined to start chiong-ing already.
(:

I know you care dearie.
So just tell me that you do
And hack the hints.


'Celeste_

11 July 2007 (Wednedsday)

Had Java lesson today.
Could understand and do the practical.
Got back results too..
A pathetic C for my Java MST.
So far from my expectations.
And I don't think I'm stressing myself.

Mind wandered and remembered that Gwen was leaving Singapore on Friday.
Started becoming emo.
*sobx*
Dripped a few tears..
Then Sam was like..
"You crying arhh?"
Den I was like..
"I'm ok"
Well, to be truthful..
I wasn't actually.
Sorry for lying to Sam.
:S

Had lunch at KouFu.
I was the only girl again.
Nothing much lar.

Went to Dover.
Missed the first train.
Met Ryan and Eldon there.
Started to guess the riddles that Eldon gave.
Lucky the both of there to help me divert my thoughts of Gwen.
Thanks guys!
P.S. Eldon, I liked the gun-rabbit-hunter riddle(:

Gahh!!
My old injuries are back!
Poor knee, ankle and arm.
I should have taken good care of you guys.
I'm so regretting now..
Let's hope my hip doesn't get a relapse
or I won't be able to walk :S

I'll be brave and not cry when the time comes,
I promise.
5Months ain't too long a wait for a goodfriend.

'Celeste_