19March2008

Seriously, I'm SUPER PISSED with a bunch of people.

Just because they are our

SENIORS

DOES NOT

give them the right to push us around!!

Firstly,

I'll like to apologise to the people in my batch who really care about me.

I feel bad for leaving them in the lurch.

I'm REALLY gonna MISS those times when we crapped while shooting xD

And,

If I EVER go back there,

It will be for SUBCOMM

and not because of the COMM.

But for now,

I've made my stand!

I REFUSED TO GET PUSHED AROUND

AND

I REFUSED TO BE MADE USED OF!!

Well,

the present comm can counter me saying that I said in the interview that

'I should fulfill my role if given one'

AND

'I should find back my passion if I lose it'

The comm might feel that I've gone back on my word.

BUT.

LET ME TELL U GUYS.

I DID NOT!

I lost my passion and I've been trying to find it back.

I HELD ON TO MY DUTY.

And,

COME ON MAN!

all the crap about fulfilling what is said.

I BET that someone in that COMM has gone back on their word before.

SO DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT GIVING ME THAT CRAP ABOUT KEEPING TO MY WORD.

WOLVES IN SHEEPS CLOTHING!!

(psps, only SOME people in the COMM not all. At least, I think)

To get this clear,

you guys might say that you didn't do A THING to me.

But,

HURTING my friends as EQUAL to hurting me.

I'm writing this on BEHALF of them.

It took me 2mths to regain my faith in all of you.

And this is what you guys do.

Throw my re-newed faith in the the TRASH.

I just can't believe this.

Besides,

saying the year one SUCK doesn't make u guys the year twos BETTER.

IN FACT,

YOU GUYS SUCK MORE!

HYPOCRITES!!

Seriously,

I think the reason that you guys formed the subcomm was because you guys KNEW that you were too INCAPABLE and needed and also someone to PUSH THE BLAME on if anything happened!

Whatever it is,

I support my BATCH and I'm behind them till they prove me wrong.

'Celeste_