29February2008

RAHH!!!

I'M SO FRIGGING CONFUSED NOW!!

I HAVE TO IDEA WHO TO LISTEN TO!!!

HELP!!

T.T

'Celeste_

19February2008

I think I've changed.
Changed into an insensitive bitch.
Who cares not about the feelings of others,
but herself.
I'm really sorry if I made you jealous.
I really didn't mean it.

sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY

Sorry for everything.
Just let me absorb all the blame.

'Celeste_

11February2008

Haix!

Seriously, I don't seem to know who I am anymore.

And it SUCKS!

t.t

Why can't life just be the way it was before?

I hate all the lies and deceit.

I hate it when I still do things even though I know that it ain't right!

Sighs.

Can things just go back to what they were before?

):

11February2008 (Monday)

O.o
I know I haven't been updating. But since its holidays now, I SHOULD! xD
CNY this year is such a BORE!
Not much visiting and so on, but well, I caught two movies(:
1st day : Ah Long, with the Cousins
3rd day : Kung Fu Dunk, with Brother and Ryan

yar.. well, there's nothing much to update lar.
Except that I'm attatched now?
Now, is it a good or bad thing?
Hmmms.

02 October 2007 (Tuesday)

I'M SO FRIGGING PISSED!!!!!!!!!!
IS IT THAT HARD TO REPLY TO A SMS???
AND TO THINK I THOUGHT YOU WERE ANGRY AND APOLOGISED TO YOU!!
GAHHHHHSSS!!!!
RAWR!!

'Celeste_

24 September 2007 (Monday)

ARGHHHH!!!
The first day of Semester is like... SO SO SO VERY BOOOORIIINNGG!!!!!
Bleahhh!! xD


'Celeste_

21 September 2007 (Friday)

ARGHH!!!
WHAT THE FREAKING HELL IS GOING ON??!!!
GRRR... IF YOU'RE GONNA CONTINUE TREATING ME THIS WAY..
I'M SO GONNA TREAT YOU LIKE DIRT!
DON'T YOU REGRET IT!!!

*angry*

'Celeste_

18 September 2007 (Tuesday)

Had a GREAT time at Sentosa. Got burnt too :s

'Celeste_

05 September 2007 (Wednesday)

Left home for SP to return and borrow new DVDs. Such boring ride.. But what can you expect from my life? Boring will never be equalled to Interesting.. So who cares?

BlahhBlahh..

Boarded the train at Outram Park, and I noticed someone. She looked like so familiar.. and then I realised.

She looks like my Jie.
And if you're wondering why I said 'looks like', its because I havent really seen her for like.. 2years or so.. Besides, her hair was like..RED and she was wearing a pair of sunglasses.. so I couldnt see her face that clearly.

But, well.. It brought back memories.. Like how we (3 of us) used to go around greeting people with hugs and (two of us) breaking up with our boyfriends together.. Those days were like so innocent and carefree, but now? Haix, I guess it's just part and parcel of growing up. And now? A part of me is gone. I guess she never knew that I looked up to her. But now its too late.. It's all too late.

We'll never be the same again I guess.
I'll never be the mei you once knew, and you'll never be the jie I onced looked up to.

I'm hurting inside
It hurts so much
I just feeling like giving up
Just feel like giving up
But face it
Life sucks

'Celeste_

02 September 2007 (Sunday)

1SEPT2007 (Saturday)

Was dragged out of bed at 9 and forced to accompany my parents to the market. Which was like.. ermms.. YUCK! The smoke, fish and ermms. market smell sucks!

Blah Blah Blah..

Took the 4pm bus out and went to the library to waste some time before going Hougang Bus Terminal. Met JinYong, YongRong, CheeYang, ChoonSong and Jingshi.

Blah Blah Blah..

Over all, the BBQ was a bomb!

And..

I wanna thank everyone for the prezzies!!

*GRINS*

Slept at 3am.


02SEPT2007 (Sunday)

Woke up at 8AM!

Went to church, had worship, sermon and breakfast there before going off to Comex.

It was only 1Am and the place was already JAMMED!!

Argh!

Saw ZhaoWei promoting and Daddy asked him for his opinion.

So..

TADA!!

That was how my NEW lappie was bought.

(It was ZhaoWei's FIRST sale)

And now, the specs..

ASUS F9S

Intel Cemtrino Duo Mobile Technology

- Intel Core 2 Duo Processor T7300 (2.0Ghz, 800Mhz, 4MB L2)

- Intel Next-Gen Wireless-N 4965ABGN network connection 802.11a/b/g/n

- Intel 965PM Express Chipset

- Genuine Microsoft Windows Vista Home Premium

- nVidia Geforce Go 8400M G up tp 896MB Turbo Cache

- 12.1" WXGA Colourshine & Crystalshine LCD

- 2GB DDR2 RAM

- 160GB SATA HDD

- TPM-Trusted Platform Module for Hardware & Software Encryption Security

- DVD Super-Multi Double Layer Drive

- Integrated Bluetooth 2.0

- Built-in Web-Camera (1.3 Mega Pixel)

- 8-in-1 Card Reader

- Biometric Finger Print Reader

at $2398!!
Hahas.Cool right?

Okays..I think I should stop this lappie stuffI dun want people to get jealous :)

'Celeste_

23 August 2007 (Thursday)

Chiong-ed GYM.
And I'm like aching all over now :s
Aggrevated my hip again.
WTH!!
Stupid hip!
Quarelled with XXXX a few hours ago.
Stupid insensitive arguement about his hair.
Wth!
And I dont know why I'm still fuming. :s
It's partially my fault ok?
Or maybe ENTIRELY my fault.
I was the one who started it.
*CRIES*

You didnt cause any trouble.
None at all.
It's my fault.
All my fault.
Just let me be.
Sorry for wad I said_


'Celeste_

04 August 2007 (Saturday)

Ok, Celeste is FINALLY here to blog.
About wad? I'll just do a random one.

1. Changed my braces colour to red and white on Tuesday.
I'm feeling so patriotic.
Lalalas.

2. Had a not-so-cold Cold War with Apple on Wednesday and Thursday.
Okies.
I admit lar.
I was at fault too.
Too insensitive of me.
:'(

3. Had TBCM Interview on Friday.
O.o
Was told to bomb everyone with questions at the last minute.
:s
Got interviewed by Andre and Low and ended late.

4. Chiong-ed for ISE assignment and missed ISE lesson.
Haha.
Went to Koufu after Interview. They were so engrossed that they forgot the time.
Missed ISE.
Rushed to SAC to print and bind and went back to Koufu.
Sat for awhile before Merv found out that we forgot to add something.
Rushed back to SAC to print and re-bind before Merv ran to SMIT office to hand in.
It was less than 5mins before Merv found out again that we forgot to bind in the handouts!!
This time round Apple did the job!
So man right??!!
ROFL.
Poor him lar. Wear long-sleeve still help us.

Okies. I just that's just it le.

I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.
I think I like you.

Argghh!!

Why is it like this now??!!
I was never like that!!


'Celeste_

29 July 2007 (Sunday)

Okies..
I really HAVE to admit that I've been neglecting my blog..
Haven't been posting much..
But if you TAG me..
I'll usually reply..
It's easier to tag then blog lar..
Face it.

Java is like SO SO VERY stressful!!
(pulls hair)

Erms..
Nothing much to blog recently..
Except that..
During the 2days of TBCM OP..
LaoBa was 'tortured' by us(:
Poor him lar..Who as him scared of tickle..
WAHAHAHAS!!
Mervyn has uploaded our pics..
So I shall not upload it(:
(Can u sense some laziness?? xDD)

Ohh YES!!
Not to forget..
I got NAGGED at by Ryan on Friday night!
Just cause I got a fever. -.-
ARGHH!!

Gwen, see lar..
All your fault!
Hmmphh!
(Gives the joking look)

Archery was good.
Just have to remember to use the 'right' eye.
You see..
I'm right-handed
But I use the left-hand bow.
Complicated?
Well, forget it then..

Anyways, YA was great on Saturday.
Haven't felt so much enthusiasim for such a long time..
WOOTS!!
And Darling Sheena brought Ming Jun for service!
Hahas..
Had an open-mentoring with Uncle Daniel
And went for lunch with Boy @ Hougang Mall.

And today..
Woke up when mummie called my hp.
I forgot to switch it off the previous night..
So i thought that I had an alarm..
Took me quite some time to answer the call (:

Hmms..
I think theres nothing much.
So I'll end here.

[END]

Is it me I'm looking at the mirror?
'Cause I don't feel that it's me anymore.
I just want to go back to where things were perfectly normal.
I so miss those times.
Where times were so free and stress-free.

'Celeste_

22 July 2007 (Sunday)

Had FUNDAY today.
Played a NICE match of Captain's Ball.
Yellow VS Pink.
Score?
10 - 4or5
NICER RIGHT? (:
And of course..
I was in YELLOW!!
Hahas..

It was funny lar..
I got the ball THRICE
and they were like..
Celeste throw! Celeste throw!
Then I was like..
Cannot! Cannot!
But I threw..
And we SCORED!!
Hahas.. xDD

After that,
played Beach Volley for awhile
Before heading back to tan.
It was 2 even before I knew it.

Packed up and left my cell.
Moved a little to the right of the beach
and joined Cel, Kus and Licia
to SUN-TAN!!
Sprayed sand all over Licia and Marcel and Markus.
Especially Markus(:

Took a quick shower.

Aunty Pat drove us back to Ah Gong House.
Those 3 HUNGRY PIGS ate maggie mee!
And I sat there and watched them.

LALALAss..
(Blabbers)

I'm SO like a lobster now.
So lucky that I wore a tanktop man.
My poor arms..
HAHAs..

Kor Flirt lar..
FLIRT FLIRT
(CHANTS)

Are we to be?

'Celeste_

16 July 2007 (Monday)

Gwen's so gonna kill me when you sees this post.
That's if she's ever gonna see it.
So, to the people out there.
Please please please
Don't ask her to view my blog k?
Thanks!
Hahas..
Wanna know why?
'Cause before she left..
She told me to take good care of myself..
And now.. erms..
3days after the left for Australia
I hurt my foot!
Gahhs!
Don't ask me about it..
:S
Sorry Gwen
I tried to take care of myself lar.
Budden you not around mahh
Heehee.. Joking!!


Well.
I believed in my previous post that I had updated some of my marks..
So now..
I'm gonna update ALL of them.

Math - 51/60
COS - 64/100
ISE1 - 59/100
Java - C

See how badly I did?
Java wasn't even close to what I expected.
Stupid me :S

Ok. I'm determined to start chiong-ing already.
(:

I know you care dearie.
So just tell me that you do
And hack the hints.


'Celeste_

11 July 2007 (Wednedsday)

Had Java lesson today.
Could understand and do the practical.
Got back results too..
A pathetic C for my Java MST.
So far from my expectations.
And I don't think I'm stressing myself.

Mind wandered and remembered that Gwen was leaving Singapore on Friday.
Started becoming emo.
*sobx*
Dripped a few tears..
Then Sam was like..
"You crying arhh?"
Den I was like..
"I'm ok"
Well, to be truthful..
I wasn't actually.
Sorry for lying to Sam.
:S

Had lunch at KouFu.
I was the only girl again.
Nothing much lar.

Went to Dover.
Missed the first train.
Met Ryan and Eldon there.
Started to guess the riddles that Eldon gave.
Lucky the both of there to help me divert my thoughts of Gwen.
Thanks guys!
P.S. Eldon, I liked the gun-rabbit-hunter riddle(:

Gahh!!
My old injuries are back!
Poor knee, ankle and arm.
I should have taken good care of you guys.
I'm so regretting now..
Let's hope my hip doesn't get a relapse
or I won't be able to walk :S

I'll be brave and not cry when the time comes,
I promise.
5Months ain't too long a wait for a goodfriend.

'Celeste_

10 July 2007 (Tuesday)

Monday 09July2007

Had lesson as usual, and was playing game throughout :S
Was released earlier
And had a 1hr 30min break.
Returned paycheck and borrowed Matrix Rev.
Went to disturb LaoBa.
You should have seen the way he and Sam wrestled!
It was so entertaining!
Wahahahs..
Table Top Dancing =P


Continued poking LaoBa..
His reaction chao funny sia..

Had Java.
Didn't even know what the whole lesson was about.
Had to ask LaoBa for help.
He didn't really help lar.
Just say, "after this is what" and "that part put here".
Then I understand le..
Magical right??
HeeHee..

[END]

Tuesday 10July2007

Wore man man.
Had COS practical.
Ohhhs.. spent so much time searching for VMWare on the net.
And finally got it from LaoBa..
-.-
Gahhs!! He should have passed it over earlier.
Then don't need waste so much time :S

Went for ISE1 lecture.
Loaded VMWare.
Stared at it 'cause I didn't know how to use it.

Went for break.
Maths quiz.
Sets ==> 10/20
Computer arithmetics ==> 20/20.
Got back Math MST result ==> 51/60.
Only 8ppl got 50 and above.
Justin got 57half, and he was so cute when he said yes with that punch.

Jing ==> 52/60
Abimae ==> 57/60
Ryan ==> 37/60
Glo==> 57/60 (I think)
Can't remember the rest le..

Hmms..
Chatted with Linda on the train, Abimae too.
Went to meet Gwen at Mall.
She was like a tourist going, "Where's Hougang Mall??"
Wahahha.
Went Cafe Cartel and chatted awhile with Rasmus and Rastus.
They left and Ryan, Chih Yong and Amanda came.
So I left.
Gave a big hug to Gwen and a small one to Ryan too!! *hugs*
heehee..

[END]

Things to do:
1. TBCM OP slides
2. CD Individual Assignment
3. ISE1 Group Assignment
4. PRGJ Group Assignment
5. Revise COS, Math, Java and ISE.
6. MANY MORE!!

Gosh!!
I think I like you.
And away with those RUMOURS!!!
Arghh!!

'Celeste_

07 July 2007 (Saturday)

Alarm didn't ring today.
And I found my hp on my bed when I woke up.
It was supposed to be on the floor. :S

Left home and sent boy to NUS.
Slept in the car.
Dad sent me SP.
Reached early and saw people kick balls on the muddy field.
Eeeeks!
The mud was like splashing everywhere.
Thought Archery was cancelled till I messaged the guy.
Was told that they were coming down soon, but we went up in the end instead.
(Crap Crap Crap)
Shot with the wrong eye.
I mean..
I used the wrong eye to aim.
So my arrows were like all WRONG!!!
Gosh!!

Left SP.
Dad sent Mom to Royal Hotel and we went home.
Went H.Mall for lunch and left for Youth Ablaze.

Worshiped.
Word.
Altar call.
The altar call was Great!
The Holy Spirit was everywhere and..
Yup!
Could literally feel it around me.
And when Auntie Ivy came to pray for me
I felt the Holy Spirit moving towards me.
And..
BOO!!
I started crying!
(healed)

Yup!
Thank God!
He's been so great to me
and after Re-encountering God, I just keep wanting poor.
I'm just so hungry for His touch.
YupYup.
God is Good all the time. All the time God is Good!!
Amen eh? (:

Hanged around awhile more while Gwen chatted with a few people before leaving for dinner.
Chatted and caught up with each other will we walked to Heartland.
Both me and Gwen have been through a lot
And we've both matured a lot too
Although I've to admit that she's more mature than me
But I'm matured too!!!
Although some people just can't see it and keep treating me like a kid
Hmmms..
No No No.
Actually,
I prefer not to show my true self
'Cause being a kid is better
More innocent.
Yup.
But some people just can't seem to understand.
And they say I'm acting-cute. -.-
Fine. Whatever.

Yup.
I'm done here.
Got my new ear piece (:

'Celeste_

05 July 2007 (Thursday)

Went to tighten my braces yesterday.
Asked for orange on the right and purple on the left.
Ended up with 2 different tones of orange and purple.
One of the purple even looked like gray.

Today.
Watched a little of 'Paycheck' in NEL.
Reached Dover at 0955.

Had a throbbing headache.
Was giddy when Linda, Abimae and I were walking to the Bus.Block.
(could literally see two images..)
Got a sudden tap for APPLE and I jolted.

Entered a dark, hot, stuffy classroom.
Played game throughout COS lecture.
But listened during COS Tutorial.

Ate lunch at KouFu.
Could hardly enjoy.
(The power braces were like..!!)
ARGGHHH!!

CD next.
Group presentation was a disaster
(to me)
Kana divided into groups to play the square-game.
Got posted to the same group as APPLE for the 5th time.
Got first for the square-game
(though theres no price)

went for break.
(we got 1hr instead because CD ended earlier)
Talk and chatted.
APPLE's my dad????
wahahhahs
Den who's my mum??

TBCM lesson.
Did some questions.
Got posted to some roles for role-play.
Posted to the same group as APPLE for the 6th time!!

Yup. That's about all. (:
Sorry to bore the readers xDD

'Celeste_

04 July 2007 (Wednesday)

I'm here to post.
Been having bad headaches since Sunday.
The headaches NEVER go away.
It starts when I wake up and ends when I sleep.
-.-
It least I get to sleep in peace.

Nothing much to post though.
Can't wait for Weekends!
Daddy's gonna get me a new earpiece!! xDD
Apparently, the one I bought 4months ago is spoiled.
So much for using cheap goods :S


1. I'll know it when you tell me.
So just say it.
Stop wasting my time.

2. If you're not the one for me, den GET LOST!!

3. I'm just me
Pathetic right?



'Celeste_