Sunday, 23/07/2006

wow.. its been two weeks since i've blogged, feels like a month though. dont have much time to come online, so this post is just to keep my blog alive.. (gek!! i blogged)

yea.. havent been going for Youth Ablaze for two weeks, sorta miss going there. The cell is fun, yea, they are nice. But, haix, they do backstab sometimes.. (a lotta times) haix..

wadever it is, maybe i shoudnt be so sentitive. I guess i should let some things go. It not fair for me to bottle e verything up.

[let the gentle breeze caress me.let me worries be blown away]

08/07/2006 (Saturday)

haix.. so havent been posting.. not that i dun want to or lazy to.. i jux dun have time.. lollx.. i mean.. seriously, i'm like so busy.. with revision and stuff.. wad the HECK!! its so crazy now..*stress*

wanted to go for the bonding today.. buddden wasnt allowed to.. lollx.. lucky didnt go anyway, cos e main person never go.. lollx.. wahh.. he really made Randy pissed man.. but its true lar.. not that i wanna oppose him.. but.. its really irresponsible of him lor.. haix..

hmm.. instead of going for cell gathering, dad pulled us to Hougang Mall.. i know he loves me a lot but cant he jux say it.. i mean.. wads e use of saying nasty words, den using actions of repair the hurt.. haix..

anyways.. he knew i wanted to go for the gathering.. he knew that we were supposed to go eat sushi. so.. he treated me, mummie and boy to Ichiban Sushi.. hahs! yea... he cares about me lar.. jux that he has his pride.. so he doesnt say it.. but.. wahh.. its like.. the 21century le.. come on lar.. e world is changing le.. hahas!! XD

hmm.. den had sermon about controlling our emotion.. yea.. i must control my emotions siaz.. suicide is not the way to solve everything.. yea. so.. no more cutting wrist and matchstick stuff le.. yea.. NO MORE!! yupxx.. gonna be a good good gal XD

had altar call den went out.. yuppx.. Wendy prayed for me.. so. yea.. i mux learn to let some things go man.. gotta let go the anger that has built up in me for so long.. so gotta release forgiveness.. yea.. RELASE IT in Jesus name.. yupxx.. (:

den after that i walked to the bus stop with Jia Wei, Stef, Chih Yong and Ryan.. they were going Heartlang to eat.. den we met Darryl at the bus stop cos he walked Gwen back home.. yea.. Ohh.. they waited for me at the bus stop till my bus came, before going for dinner. lollx.. THANKS GUYS!!

yea.. and I was so darn late when I went home.. Zzz.. hahs.. i kept telling ryan that my bus come le.. budden it didnt come.. i tot 113, 115 and 119 was my bus lor... so ma lu.. budden lucky the fourth bus was 112.. heeheex -.-

hahs.. yea. den went home le lor.. thats about all le.. end here..

Buai_

Saturday, 01/07/2006

Hahs.. woke up early in da morning cos was supposed to go out with mum for breakfast. However, mum and dad had a change of plans, so we didnt go out.. but I had to meet Shao Wei to pass her my cap.. yea.. lollx.. i think i made her wait very long siaaz.. SORRY!!

hmm.. tuition was supposed to start at 11.30am but somehow, Mr Tan came around 12plus.. hahs.. first time he so late man.. usually he come early or on time wan.. lollx.. rushed out for lunch with dad and bro cos we didnt wan to miss the bus.. hahs.. yuppx.. ate chicken rice.. yea.. den after that, daddie treated me to passionfruit milk tea.. hahs.. budden majority of the poor drink ended up in my bro's stomach.. heex..

took e bus home and had to rush out again to go for Youth Ablaze.. didnt want to be late.. so..yea.. hahs.. Uncle Daniel gave e word today. It was abt making choices.. yea.. and.. hahs.. i made a commitment to God lers.. yea.. so.. i mux keep it lor.. i shldn't make empty promises anymore le.. after all, God has helped me forget the guy who hurt me, so i shoud not forsake him.. Yea.. mux TRUST GOD!! heeheex..

Thursday, 29/06/2006

I HAVEN'T BEEN BLOGGING!!!

Saturday, 26/06/2006

Searching for the guy I once love_
Thursday

Woke up at seven today to get ready for PPB.. yupx.. Washed up and put on my uniform and pin on the pins.. hahs.. need to have all eight pins den can go for PBB siaz.. lollx.. was so close to being late man.. reached HQ at 7.59am.. hahs.. saw Phy, Bee and Gek.. den we went down to the basketball court to fall-in.. lollx.. need company IC siaz.. den phy dun wan be.. so we push push push. den she push me so hard.. den she fall in den I gottag take e squad lorx.. hahs.. den sway sway i forgot to salute to the mdm when I fell out.. hahs.. sway siaz..

Den we had photo-taking, so funny lorx.. take at the beginning of the camp.. so they saw if take at the end hor.. den some ppl go home le.. den e photo not complete.. hahs.. so yea.. took on first day lor.. lollx

have ice breaker.. den committee time siaz.. lollx.. had to plan warm up for sat.. yupx. we planned station games siaz.. lollx.. nt much today.. so.. NEXT!!


Friday

Today started of bad.. REAL BAD siaz.. hahs.. we were supposed to report for warm up at 7am.. but we woke up at 6.55 siaz.. so we were late lor.. haix.. SWAY siaz.. den I forgot to bring name tag.. so Wahh.. ahhs.. no more PBB le larx.. lollx..


Saturday

Jux returned from PBB camp.. hahas.. it was fun.. yupx.. learnt alot from the camp.. hahs.. and.. made loads of friends there.. DORM7 RAWKS!! lollx.. yupx.. it was great siaz.. i mean.. the camp was different from all e other GB camps that i've ever attended.. and.. i didnt regret going for e camp lor.. although its pretty near to the end of school hols..

was drained though.. and had to walk all the way till Heartland Mall for my dad to pick me.. Zzz.. my bag was like SOSOSOSO heavy..

went home.. got nagged at.. Wad e!! uhh.. spoilt my mood lor.. but.. hahs.. i attitude everyone siaz.. den it was ok after awhile.. XD

bathe and got ready for Joseph Gor Gor's wedding dinner.. hahs.. we drove past church and I saw my cell.. well, yeahh.. saw them walking to S-11.. ya.. hahs.. saw Gwen, Darryl, e gossipper.. and a few more larx.. lollx.. i think they're better off w/o me larx.. YEA? hahs..

lollx.. reached there so early lor.. den walk walk.. den we took a photo with the bride and groom.. yupxx.. den after while den e rest of them came lor.. me & sheena took photo.. yupx.. hahs.. ohh.. she was supposed to sit at another table wan.. but she transferred over to our table.. den Gor's mum and dad transferred over to hers. lollx.. e place was messy momentarily.. lollx.. cos we changing place.. hahs..

e dinner started late.. lollx.. but nice lar.. den half way they got quiz for e bride and groom.. hahs.. funny siaz.. Joseph Gor Gor like so shy liddat.. ohh.. mushy siaz.. but he quite ok lar.. managed to get 3 out of the 6 questions right.. so only have to drink 3 cups of whisky.. hahs.. XD

yea.. den in between.. e grp of us kept taking photo siaz.. lollx.. funny siaz...
den went home.. Damn tired siaz.. so i fell asleep in the car.. hahs.. kkz end here le.. BUAI_
*The world of wadevers

Wednesday, 21/06/2006

Searching for the guy I once love_

haix.. leaving for PBB camp tml.. hahs.. kkz.. i hope its gonna be
fun.. heard from Gilda that its sth like 'take-charge' of ur own
cammmp.. hahs.. thats interesting.. lollx.. gotta report at HQ at 8am
tml.. yea.. need to wear full-u.. with my NEWLY SEWN ON RANK!! hahas.. yupx.. and.. i've polished my boots too.. jux that its not as shiny as Bee and Phy's wan.. haix.. (Shhhoooo shi bai) :( lollx.. almost finished packing le.. yea.. mux call gek when i'm done.. hmm.
wait.. do I have to call her? or did she say she'll call me?? hmmmss..
hahs..

ohh yea.. so i wont be blogging until.. wahh.. quite sometime ba.. cos
school's gonna reopen soon.. and yea.. i wont have much time.. i think
everyone is gonna CHiong liaox.. yea.. so i gotta pick up e CHIONG-
STERS spirit and start to chiong with 'em too.. yuppx.. haix..

we'll be having Campfire on fri.. hahas.. Campfire's burning now
campfire's burning now!! hahs.. gonna get PBB shirt too.. Woots!
lollx.. another extra shirt liaox.. hahs..

Saaturday is gonnna be sooooo fun too... well although i bet i'll be
tired after i break camp at 4pm.. but.. JOSEPH GOR GOR IS GETTING
MARRIED!! hahs.. its been a looong time since i saw him man. and yea..
his gf.. lollx.. rmb e times when e grp of us laughed at her mole. i
mean.. not me.. but my gob-bro cum cousin.. yea. hahs.. and joseph gor
gor would jux laugh.. HAHA!!!

hehes.. i guess i'll end here le.. hahs.. i'm still looking at 'My
Wants' lollx.. see the 'tease kor' and laugh at Dinosaur Gor Gor..
hahs.. so wanna do that.. den can cancel away.. and write new wan..
ahhhs.. BEWARE KOR.. I'M GONNA START TEASING YOU AGAIN.. HEEHEEX... XD

yea.. guess i'm gotta end here lers.. hahs.. kkz.. ohh.. btw.. i'm
still pissed with that gossipper.. i ain't gonna be a hypocrite.. i'm
pissed and thats it.. yea.. PRONTO!!

*The world of wadevers

Tuesday, 20/06/2006

Searching for the guy I once love_
Today was great.. i mean.. not that great.. but great.. yea.. okokok!! AVERaGE.. neh.. slightly worst than average lar.. hahs.. yea.. woke up.. wasnt hungry.. but dad wanted me to eat.. so.. yea.. went to look for something VERY light.. hahs.. yuppx. biscuit.. hahx.. nth much happened in e morning. yea.. so nth much to type. (LAME)

kkz.. hmm.. yea.. talked to **** and heard that someone has told Dinosaur Gor Gor that I lyk him.. wad the heck.. i never admitted it.. kaox.. i mean.. like hello?? gossipper.. can u have e courtesy of asking me first b4 you start spreading.. wad e heck.. wadever lar.. go gossip all u wann.. gossip gossip gossip.. nvms.. i wont be able to hear it anymore anyways.. wont be seeing you guuys soon.. WONT BE GOING FOR CELL ANYMORE (at least.. till my anger cools. :( haix ) wadever.. dun say i spoiled ur mood.. u can go on gossipping lar.. go on go on.. wadevrs.. jux continue with life man.. i dun wan anyone's life to be halted because of me.. and.. yea. u guys dun have to sennd me a card or wadever.. its no use man.. i mean.. wads e point of signing e card when e majority doesnt mean wad they sign.. now i know how Sarah feels.. haix.. kz.. wadever.. i mean wad i say siaz.. I AINT GOING FOR CELL TILL MY ANGER HAS COOLED. DUN BOTHER SENDING ANYONE TO DROP BY AND SAY HI.. ITS NO USE.. U GUYS DUN MEAN IT ANYWAY.. wadever.. i feel as if i've been cheated by u guys.. BACKSTABBED!!!!! wad e heck.. CRAP!! some of us knew each other since young.. and.. yea.. this kindda stuff still happens.. kkz.. FINE.. have it your way.. WAIT!! i'm not saying everyone in the cell.. not R**dy.. not *we*.. and not.. yea.. but.. well there a HANDFUL OF HYPOCRITES.. wadevers.. i'm not gonna let euu guys spoil my mood.. wadever/// in the world of wadevers.. no one cares.. yea.. i shouldnt care abt you guys.. BACKSTABBERS..!!

hahs.. enough abt e BAD bad stuff.. it seems as if i'm facing a MAJOR crisis siaz.. i'm always blogging abt bad stuff.. but think abt it.. if its not bad.. then theres nth much to blog le.. hahs!!
hmm.. saw Liyun mei online.. but.. haix.. she went offline after a few words.. cos she was at her friend's hse.. and had to go for dinner.. XD hahs.. but at least i got to see her online *hahs* YIPPIE!!!

hmm.. i guess i've gotta end here soon liaox.. hahx.. kkz.. bye_

*The world of wadevers

Monday, 19/06/2006

Searching for the guy I once love_

Zzz.. PISSED!!! my dad threw my bag at me.. wad the HECK!! i was sleeping lar.. not faking.. HELL!! throw bag at me.. throw throw throw throw... kaoz.. u think I wad.. ZzZz.. *BLEAHH* F*ck!! hate ya.. HUMPH!!

so pissed.. zzz... did science angrily.. heck!! den geog.. zzz.. bro went for show with his Jetclass peepz.. lollx... so good.. can get away from dad. Bet he enjoyed it.. dun have to listen to dad's irritating voice *irritated* hahx.. yea.. and poor me.. had lunch with dad.. *SUX* i hate it when he talks bad about my friends.. HELL!! Zzz.. wads wrong with hanging out with my church friends? wads wrong with going for cell? wads wrong wads wrong... NOTHING'S WRONG MAN!! YOU're e one thats weird.. accept it lar.. my cell has more guys than galz.. Zzz.. protective.. WADEVER!! *bleahh*

no fair! i treat them as friends.. yea? i knew some of them since young kz? kaox.. wad u wan me to do? treat them as enemies?? stop psycoing me kz? idiot.. they're not as bad as you think. AND I'M NOT SIDING THEM!!! crap.. stop talking bad about them in front of me! have you EVER cared about my feelings? F*CK! NO! YOU NEVER CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL!! *bleahh* ALL YOU DO I HURT HURT HURT ME.. WAD.. DONT I HAVE THE FREEDOM TO MAKE FRIENDS??!! WAD KINDDA STUPID THEORY YOU HAVE.. U MEAN GUYS ARE NOT GOOD FRIENDS? THEN HOW ABOUT YOU.. THAT MEANS THAT YOU ARE NOT A GOOD FRIEND TOO!! idiooooot_ THINK BEFORE YOU TALK LAR.. CRAP.. *bleahh* HUMPHH!!!!!(ZZZZzzzzzzZzzzZZzzzzzz..........)

IHATEYOU!!!

Com still crazy.. Zzz.. darn connection keep disconnection.. crapx.. i cant even use e internet.. hell lar.. sucky day.. *bleahh*
when bro used his com.. i couldnt even connect.. wad e.. ........ haix.. wadevers... life is never fair anyway.. ... yea.. its never fair to me lar.. kkz.. ITS NEVER FAIR TO ME!!! ... i'm always e targeted person.. ... F*CK!!!
such a BAD DAY!!!! ARGH!! no mood to type abt my day anymore.. end here.._
Zzz.. no one understands.. no one.. i'm jux bottling it up.. its better that way.. no one would be affected my me then.. i'll jux affect myself.. remember the times when i cut my wrist.. so wanna do that again.. but.. yea.. i dun wanna hurt my friends.. its not fair to them.. haix.. so dunno wad to do.. HELP!!!

*The world of wadevers

Sunday, 18/06/2006

Searching for the guy I once love_

Bummer... theres sth SO DARN WRONG with my router and laptop siaz.. jux cant connect.. Zzz.. stupid com! Bleahh.. Bored siaz.. wad e heck.. woke up early cos i've been sleeping like a pig e past few days.Zzz.. yea. pig..wadevers.. got up and started doing up my blog and stuff.. had to redo e WHOLE thing cos my blog crashed *piss off*

my router is still not working.. Zzz. if u're wondering how i managed to pen down my thoughts.. well.. i typed it in notepad.. den transferred it.. lollx.. pls du mind me.. i'm like so bored.. Revising geog now.. zzz.. geog.. so dun like it.. have been getting F9.. but.. lucky me.. got E8 for mid-yrs.. muahaha.. haix.. E8.. wad e.. cant even go JC siaz..kaox.. stupid grades are hindering me from being myself! I HATE MYSELF!! ARGH!!!!!

phew.. FINALLY I CAN USE THE NET!! daddie jux helped me fix it.. budden it still goes off sometimes.. *irritated* hahs.. at least i get to use.. lollx..
still bored.. wad e heck_ reading newspaper.. theres like not much news recently siaz.. BORING BORING>> YAWNS!!! (: heeheex..

Lamer siaz.. thats so me.. hahs..

my life has been turned upside down by you
wad the heck
leave me alone
i need time to forget you
please
leave me alone
i hate the pain
it sux
so wanna end it all
go away
i want my life back
i wanna be that happy-go-lucky Celeste
that everyone once knew
I WANNA BE ME

*The world of wadevers

Saturday, 17/06/2006

Searching for the guy I once love_
Tues
Boos.. woke up damn early today.. cos needed to head off to KL for church camp.. Yawnz.. siaox lor.. my stuff was ready but my parent's stuff wont.. so wait for them to pack and pack.. could have slept for another hour siaz.. waste my time lehx..

yea.. finally we were on our way.. hmm.. nth much to write abt ba..

Wed
Zzz.. me and ashlee pon indoor games to shop.. so we had like 4hours plus to shop lor... but our mood wasnt good siaz.. cos yea.. of sth R and D said.. yupx.. budden ashlee so funny.. she spent like most of her $$ on body shop lor.. i think she's regretting now siaz.. hehex.. *Ooops*

haix.. cried during sermon.. (night) felt so stupid.. hahs.. i think dinosaur a little stun tio.. hahs.. i felt that God wanted me to forget him. i mean.. yea. forget.. but i've tried so many times.. so afraid of failing again lor.. haix.. but.. yea.. mux have faith and trust in God. Hope that i'll be able to forget him this time. yupx. hope that he and his new gf will last ba.. yupx..

Thur
I finally bought e jacket I wanted.. daddie paid for it.. YEAH!! hahas.. Chih Yong and Russell bought a new wan too.. a pity we didnt take a photo siaz.. new jacket lehx.. hahas.. hmm.. we were geared up to swim but it rained.. so we didnt swim lor.. hahs.. ehs.. GIRLS ARE NOT SLOW LORX.. hahs..

Fri
last day of camp lerx.. haix.. it only feels like 2days lorx.. i think mum's right. maybe cos i didnt have enough fun ba.. hahas

so right..

Sat
woke up early.. todo MATHS!!! urgh.. had maths tuition larx.. sianz.. hAIX.. den went for lunch .. wanted to go Youth Ablaze.. so wanted to go.. budden daddie say stay at home rest.. den mommie say i not feeling well so dun go.. wad e heck.. *piss off* Bleahh.. wadever lor.. kaox.. so. slept all e way till 6plus den woke up.. Zzz.. stupid headache.. haix.. kk.. enough crap lerx.. g2g.. byebye

where's that once happy-go-lucky-me

laughing that everything that is said to me

now i'm sulking at that corner

being so alone

with no one to comfort me

no shoulder to lean on

so missing that old me

hate myself

hate my life

hate all the lies

hate all the pain

so alone

wish it would all end

NOW

*The world of wadevers

Saturday, 10/06/2006

Searching for the guy I once love_
wahhh... darn lazy to blog siaz.. but since i'm so free.. i guess i'll jux blog for the sake of blogging ba..lollx

ytd
actually today's mood quite ok wan.. den when the new VP call out those who gotta go to sch on the 3rd.. den my spirit dampen lor.. haix.. stupid larx.. kaox.. jux becos my L1R1 not good.. den mux go back to school everyday.. kao bei lorx.. haix.. budden nvms larx.. cos i gonna go overseas.. hahax.. den cAN ONLY go on Monday.. hmm.. poor WenLin lor.. gotta go so many days. hehex.. den Sher and Andrina lucky siax.. dun need go at all.. cos they got e sch's UK trip.. pro man.. hehex..

hmm.. den went back to class.. oh.. got the cute boyboy.. hahas.. her son so CUTE! sweetie pie.. hahas.. *Burps* lollx.. so.. hardly teach lor.. den jux go thru abit of e paper.. hmm.. den the boyboy asked Jian Hui to 'get out' lollx.. GOOD!! lollx.. huo gai lor.. heehee..

den had SS test.. stupid siaz.. made my study for nth.. kaox.. coem in den say open book.. sux lor.. make me sleep so late.. *bleah* budden i think i wrote 2much lerx.. 3pages siaz.. so siaox.. all crap lor.. majority copy from the notes wan.. hahs_

went on the fieldtrip too.. supposed to end at 6pm wan.. budden rain.. so we jux stayed in the bus lor.. den jux drive around. went Marina Bay, den Changi, den erms.. yea.. Changi.. went changi for lunch.. hahas.. the duck rice.. okok lar.. nice lorx.. den went Compass.. den went back to school.. ended darn early.. 2plus end liaox.. THX FOR THE RAIN SIA!! hehex.. *Oooops!* Sheesh.. dun let anyone see.. or else die le..

den went home.. do 3Amaths paper for tuition.. den went online to talk to Andre.. lollx.. crap saiz.. but.. had a nice talk.. ANDRE THX FOR LENDING A LISTENING EAR WORX!!! *hehex* hmm.. den at 11.30 went ofline.. got ready to watch world cup.. budden still got half an hour more.. so i went to lie on the bed.. denn... HAIX!! I FELL ASLEEP!!!! so never get to watch lor... DAMNS!! but.. i doesnt matter.. hahs!

today
woke up early.. 8plus ba.. to do AMATHS AGAIN.. haix.. sianx lar.. den ate banana muffin for breakfast.. i prefer e wan my mum buys.. though she says e wan i ate is nicer..lollx

den.. had tuition.. sianx sianx.. but mr tan is okok larx.. he's nice.. though naggy ba..
blogging now.. sianx larx.. so cant wait for tonight.. BBQ!! hehex..so many ppl comming can enjoy ourselves and can gossip lerx.. haahs.. YEAH!! >>END<<
*The world of wadevers

Wednesday, 07/06/2006

Searching for the guy I once love_
heys.. wahh.. today damn shuang.. wore class tee to school.. hahax.. nice lorx.. except for the fact that DHKY forgot to put my lao gong's name.. wait.. it sounds wrong... he drew e graphics over it.. yea.. dun he didnt know whose name.. so he never bother to check.. yea.. more like it..

lollx.. had chem lesson in e chem lab.. wah kaoz.. damn hot lor.. haix.. ohh.. still got.. e part where she sublime the iodine solid.. lollx.. e colour very nice... hahas.. den veryone got a shock when someone took out her camera to take a photo of it.. got that blinding flash.. irritating man.. hahs.. then after that e fumes darn irritating.. den alot of us ran out of class.. hahax.. den Chee Sheng's eys red red wan.. lollx.. funny siaz, but who ask them to act-brave lor.. den dun wan come out.. den 'ren' and 'ren' hahs. huo gai! hehex..

NEXT!! had chicken cutlet during break.. it was average lor.. though it tasted a little funny.. yea.. its usually crispy wan.. but today's cutlet was abit soggy lorx.. :S

while waiting to board the bus, we took a class photo.. funny siaz.. use so many camera.. i think everyone pose until very tired lorx.. hahas..

dEn we went to URA gallery.. its ok lar.. abit boring.. but.. haix. nvs ba.. me and shar amnaged to take a few photos..but most also blurblur wan.. so we taking more on friday.. yeah.. hehex..
sianx lor.. jux finished tuition.. tired man.. dEn kept falling asleep.. but not my fault ma.. today is a really really tired day lor.. den last night did not sleep enough ma.. yuppx.. cant blame me.. hehex *BLEAH*

kkz.. enough crap liaox larx.. i think i'll stop here for now.. yuppx.. cant wait for church camp siaz.. haix.. e only sad thingy is that dun really got gals to pei me lor.. den most likely wouldnt be able to hang out with e cell cos e majority are guyx.. haix.. and my parents would like.. u noe.. nag nag nag siaz.. sadded :( but.. nvms.. i'm gonna have an encounter with GOD.. GOD, HERE I COME!! WOOOHOOO!! hahas.. tata_
*The world of wadevers

Monday, 05/06/2006

Searching for the guy I once love_
Mondays are boooring.. they always are.. haix.. has it ever been interesting? ;( well never ba.. hmm.. kkz.. had english lesson first, den we played 'musical chairs' lollx. lame game siaz.. wahh laoz.. BOOOORING!!! haix.. crap larx.. so sianz.. Kaoz.. kk nxt!!

Hmm.. after break got Chem lesson.. dEn did e practical siaz.. wahh.. i die liaox le lor.. all dunno how to answer.. Zzz.. hard man.. how to get A1 with this kindda crappy marks man.. siao liaox.. Zzz.. *wadevers* hahax..

Actually today got nth to crap larx.. hahax.. so lets talk abt yesterday ba.. went for GDOP yesterday.. hmm.. how to say.. its nice.. yuppx.. but not wad I expected it to be siaz.. i tot it was going to be more.. erms.. u noe.. more.. hmm.. 'on fire' type lorx.. haix.. but sadly.. it wasnt..

hmm.. i'm like so looking forward to church camp man!! 'SUPERNATURAL IS NATURAL' cool! budden darling Gwen not going.. haix.. i think majority of e ppl in my cell not going ba.. sianzz.. haix.. but.. yea. its e word that counts.. so wanna have another encounter with God man.. yuppx.. kk i think i'm starting to crap again.. no more crapping.. stop stop stop... heeheexx.. END!!
_BYEBYEBYE
*The world of wadevers

Saturday, 03/06/2006

Searching for the guy I once love_
Whew.. today is such a tiring day man.. woke up very early.. cos need to report in church at 8am.. to watch e practise.. den.. yea.. so.. we spent the feww hours practising.. lollx.. e actresses improved alot.. so.. yupxx.. *Zhang Shen Gu Li Gu Li* hahax..

yupxx.. dEn after that went up the bus then reached Kuo Chun.. wow.. so crowded lorx... heeheex.. yea.. dEn not time for our coy to perform yet.. so we found a corner to sit and yea.. placed our stuff there.. then went group by group to walk walk about and buy stuff.. lollx.. hmm.. the skit was great.. budden when we stood up to dance with e skit ppl hor.. very embarrassing lor.. cos we were the audience ma.. haix.. but quite fun.. I like the part when Valerie threw the 'heart' den the judges all look up and tried to see where it landed lor.. hahax.. so funny.. yupxx.. so finally.. WE GOT GOLD FOR THE SKIT!! WOOT!! our efforts totally paid off man.. e gals woked so hard.. budden the skit could have actually been better wan.. so.. Girls!! Do theres more room for improvements kz? dun be TOO complacent siaz.. JIA YOU!! hahax..

Den.. after we came back to church hor.. den got farewell for the sec4s and sec5s.. yupxx.. den we blew the cake.. hahax.. i like the 'thank you seniors' chocolate.. heehee.. the cake was delicious man.. who bought it? nxt time mux buy one whole thing for me worx.. (Ooops.. laer I become fat how? hahas.. jkjk) lollx.. OOohoh.. still got.. the bottle that we received.. nice man.. SHIOK!! nice man.. you galz are so thoughtful.. hahax.. I abit bu she de take out the scroll to read lehx.. *wink* nvms.. will take out later.. hahax..

hmm.. after that, we went for cell.. had combined cell siaz.. such a big big group.. heeheex.. yuppx.. den talk about tongues.. heeheex.. wahh.. i didnt know that tongues are so dangerous lorx.. hahax.. it can hurt ppl and also bring them joy and give them confidence siaz.. hmm.. mux be more careful when i speak next time man.. heeheex.. yupx.. den aunty elsie's sermon was great yea? yupxx. den during alter call, i went out lor.. got someone prayed for me.. haa.. yupxx.. i'm so recharge now.. (GOD HERE I COME!!) hmmm.. i think thats all le ba.. i crap alot le.. hahax.. buai_
*The world of wadevers

Thursday, 01/06/2006

Searching for the guy I once love_
Wha.. Sianx.. lor.. my com crashed.. all e file gone.. (Pao De Wu Ying Wu Zhong) siaox liaox le.. haix haix.. How.. madness siaz.. do restore liaox le.. but still cannot get it back lor.. kaoz.. budden lucky I still got those in my harddisk lor.. budden alot of e photos all in my com siaz.. CRAP!! Wahhhh..!! Sadded_ :( haix...

Today supposed to have Amaths lesson wan.. dEn She forgot got our lesson.. but She's a SuperWomen siaz.. So fast jiu reach school to teach us le.. Damn 'pei fu' her lor.. *CLAP HANDS* heeheex.. Woot!! SUPERWOMEN (dadadang dadang) hahax.. Den e class very funny lorz.. say today no cutlet but got pork chop.. den she release us for break.. haha

Den Physics lesson suppose to have 2hrs wan.. dEn teacher need go attend to sth after e first hr.. so he ask us to do e paper.. dEn i do do do half way den i took out my wallet to return someone money.. dEn.. Kaox.. Saw the stupid photo in my wallet den I started crying lorx.. haix... den make Anthony think its I make wan.. (ANTHONY!! SORRY!) lollx.. den WenLin go beat him for me.. hahax)_ haixhaix.. how lehx.. i mean.. its been like so so so so so so so very long le.. den its like.. i mean.. i dun really have any feelings le lor.. budden I also dunno why when i saw the photo den e tears jux flowed down uncontrollably lor.. *sobbx* yea.. haix_

hmm.. dEn after that went to church to see e juniors.. lollx.. they can do better wan lor.. its jux that they are slack siaz.. thats all lor.. yea.. hmm.. dEn.. Ohohoh.. still have.. for the skit siaz.. e Chickens are e best man..! I love their actions and they way they are so enthu lor.. hahas.. followed by the cows.. the only thing is that I feel that they should coordinate themselves better.. yea.. den still have the pigs.. haix.. haix.. i also dunno wad to say saiz.. budden they are like e main actresses lor.. so I think that they should have more emotions ba.. haix.. maybe is cos my expectations are too high le.. But.. i dun think so lehx.. HAIX!!

Yea.. den still have.. at the end hor.. when gonna dismiss liaox.. i think i too fierce le.. i mean.. i also dunno why i scold them lor.. budden i feel that the cap thingy is a personal decision lor.. and its not fair that the e whole coy is being 'dominated' by one level when we are not around.. its like.. HELLO!! This is a CCA lorx... not a gals gang siax.. so yea.. we mux not go overboard.. i noe that that grp.. (not all same batch wan) haix.. they are very close lor.. budden doesnt mean that they can like keep u noe.. dominate the whole coy lor.. its not fair.. you guys are making a decision without the consent of ur peers.. thats bad.. and try to solve your own problems kz? dun wash your dirty linen in public lor... its not fair to your peers and your juniors.. and us our seniors.. pls have more respect.. i dun wanna scold you guys anymore lor.. haix.. SORRY!! (i guess no one can see this anyway.. doesnt matter) haix..
*The world of wadevers

Tuesday, 30/05/2006

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Goodie goodie.. lollx.. how would i describe my day siaz.. hmm.. fun? boring? yea yea yea.. crap larx.. lollx.. hmm.. mux study hard man.. had Physics lesson today.. learnt quite alot.. still trying to remember all e formula.. so..ya :) JIA YOU!!! hahax.. its hard though.. cos i dun have e foundation in the first place siaz.. Muahahax.. Hmm.. den had Geography.. We learnt to draw e diagrams.. not really learnt.. but jux revise lor.. well, i forgot all of 'em le.. so. yea.. its sorta a 'new' thingy to me larx.. lollx.. my memory is like so bad.. :p hmm.. den had physics again after geog.. followed by Chemistry.. Chemistry, Chemistry, Chemistry, Chemistry, Chemistry, Chemistry, Chemistry, Chemistry... Pheeww!!! lucky siaz.. dun need come back during the third week man.. anyway.. even if i kana i also cant come.. cos going overseas.. Yiipiee!!! cant wait man.. 'SUPERNATURAL IS NATURAL' Woot!!Woot!! Hmm.. still worried abt my Chinese O-Level results.. cant wait to get it back man.. hope i dun need to retake ba.. heeheex.. Den.. still never see kor online.. hahax.. maybe he busy ba.. yea.. poly student lehx.. Biomedical Science.. lollx.. aiya.. he so slack wan lor.. can go JC dun wan go.. go poly.. hahas.. but thats his problem ba.. (**Ooops.. hope he doesnt see this.. ahaha...**) Wait.. i think i've got nothing to say le.. Wow.. cant believe that i've been crapping the past few sentences.. lollx.. haix.. i guess i've gotta end here le.. lollx.. before that.. GUESS WHAT?? theres a CUTE guy in my block man.. CUTECUTECUTE.. wah.. HE IS SO CUTE LOR!!! heexheex.... hey.. dun look at the post like that larx.. cute doesnt mean i like ma.. hahas.. Woot! kk g2g le byebye
*The world of wadevers

Monday, 29/05/2006

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Ole ole ole ole.. hahas.. jux finished my O-Level Chiinese Paper today.. lollx.. and so yea.. decided to blog.. cos I havent been blogging and my blog is like so gonna rot soon.. lollx.. heeheex. yupxx.. my week havent been good siaz.. studied and memorised the chinese phrases like mad.. haix.. hope can get at least a B3 ba.. considering my standard.. ;( *sobx sobx* lollx.. anyways.. haix.. i dunno wads happening to me.. so like.. u noe.. confusedd.. :S so many things to do yet so little time_ Crap crap crap.. but life's like this right? wad to do.. tats life.. the more you hate it the more it tortures you.. tsktsktsk... sianz lar.. tml got lesson.. haix.. my holidays are like all eaten up lor.. like if theres any holidays in the first place siaz.. kaoz..! hmm.. havent been talking to kor also.. i think its cos i seldom go online ba.. yea.. havent been online for about like.. 2weeks or so i guess.. i'm like so lagging behind technology.. So.. hmm.. i guess i've gotta go catch up.. lollx.. so.. i think thats all le ba.. hahax..
*The world of wadevers

Saturday, 20/05/2006

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Haix.. sianx.. nth much happened today.. jus that went school today for Chinese Intensive.. yupx.. dEn we did one Paper2 there.. then copied one ying yong wen that teacher wrote.. yea.. nth much ba.. dEn supposed to end at 11am wan.. so i told my dad.. dEn in the end gotta msg him to say end at 12plus.. dEn they waited for my in the Library lor.. lollx.. sth new though.. my brother is learning to knit.. hahax.. he is like so obessed with going to States.. not that we confirm going.. hehe k g2g le.. byebye_
*The world of wadevers

Friday, 19/05/2006

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heeheex.. i dunno wad to blog today.. so.. erms.. its gonna be a very short wan.. hahax.. i cant wait for O-level chinese to be over.. den can start on e other subjects.. yea.. but i scared fail lehx.. :( anyway.. i think i'll end here.. bye_

Thursday, 18/05/2006

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Wow.. It's beeeen like sooo many days since I've blogged.. hahas.. whew.. waiting for e Mid-year results to release.. lollx.. well got some of them and didnt do very well.. Flunked Chinese, Sci and Phy.. Sobx.. but yea.. disappointed lor.. Amaths got C6 or C5.. den Emaths got A2.. lollx.. heeheex_ hmm.. yea.. tml gotta hand in CC project.. so yea.. completing it.. hahax... mux jia you siaz.. :) hmm.. actually.. i really dunno wad to say lor.. but lessons recently are boring.. ohoh... except for Eng lesson, we got to watch a short part of the 'Sixth Sense' and did a w/s on it lor.. watch some part of e Phantom of e opera too siaz.. so cooll.. heeheex.. e songs are SOOOO nice.. i love it man! hmm.. i dun think i got anymore to blog le.. mux go write report le_ byebye__

Friday, 12/05/2006

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Today no school, cos Vesak Day.. den this morning my bro set alarm.. wan me go pei him run.. den told me he set at 8am.. den he forget to tell me that supposed to wake up at 7am (actually its cos i sleep le.. haa!) so never go run.. lollx.. so went Alexandra Village for breakfast.. dEn went IKEA, bought some extra stuff.. (my parents worx.. not me) den went to eat luch there too.. e chicken wings and meatballs RAWKZ!! hahax.. hmm.. den come home liaox lor.. cos my dad say mux come home rest.. later going to watch Mission Impossible : III YEAH!! heeheex.. Tom Cruise Lehx.. Woot!Woot! hahax.. kkz.. enough crapping here.. g2g le.. hahax.. byebye_

Thursday, 11/05/2006

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YEAH!!!! EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!! WOOH!!

lollx.. went home after e paper.. den dun have pass, so stand outside e gate and wait wait wait for someone to come out den I went in lor.. haix! dEn bathe liaox... jiu send my bro to sch. den come back home want to use com, but my dad go use.. den update his stuff, dEn so long somemore lor.. TWO HOURS PLUS LEHX!!! WAHHHHH!!! waste my time lor.. i sit there like an idiot.. =( heehee.. dEn now using com le.. hahax.. Oh yea.. daddie say tml maybe going for show.. most likely watching MI:III YEAH!! Tom Cruise siaz.. so action-pact.. cant wait man!! kkz.. leaving now.. going slack somemore le.. buai_

Sunday, 07/05/2006

Woah.. Haven't been posting for almost one week. ONE WEEK!!! Ah.. wah.. cos of mid-years siaz.. stressed lor.. e papers are hard.. den write until my pen no ink le.. wah.. siaox lor.. XD lollx. budden EM Paper1 quite easy lehz.. except for e Loci thingy.. hahax. Hmm.. dEn tml got History paper and AM Paper2.. crazy.. need go study again.. budden last papaer on thursday.. lollx.. Yippeey!! hahax.. Yupx.. i think tats all folks.. Gotta go study History.. lollx.. need read on Mao Ze Dong and more.. XD

Saturday, 29/04/2006

Saturday.. supposed to wake up at 8am this morning cos need to jog with my bro (he wants to train for his 1.6km run) budden his hp batt flat.. so never ring.. so never go.. lollx.. i think he purposely wan lor.. hahax.. aiyo.. dEn suppose go out with mum n dad for breakfast wan den cos overslept, so they left w/o us.. lollx den got tuition.. haix.. EMaths paper1 on tuesday lehx.. STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!AH!!!!!!!!!!!! :( haahx.. XD dEn after that went People's Park to eat and buy stuff.. den sway sway dun have gotta order.. now mux wait till got stock... sianz.. Zzz.. dEn went home.. dEn cos got BBQ so cant go Youth Ablaze (I MISS CELL) hahax.. so i went down swim lor.. dEn after that go for BBQ.. lollx.. Yummy food!!! hmm.. i think shld be abt all le ba.. g2g le.. need go study SS.. byebye!!

Friday, 28/04/2006

hahax.. today damn sianz siaz.. lollx.. nth much ba.. dEn go home and slack.. :p hmm.. yea.. actually went home study siaz.. lollx.. hmm.. dEn now at Ah Gong hse.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH GONG!!! XD hehe.. kkz.. dun crap le.. hahax!! byebye

Thursday, 27/04/2006

Wahahax.. today went out with e Sec4s.. lollx.. except for mai nu er..cos she go out with her friend.. and also another wan who give stupid excuse tat she cant come lor.. wah kao bei! Humph.. let's not stay on e topic.. dun spoil my mood :p lollx.. we went Yoshi.. den ate e student meal.. hahax.. dEn changed prezzie!! wah.. mine cute lor! 2keychain... THX GINA!! lollx.. dEn we went to take Neos.. wahahax.. so nice.. hmm.. nxt time den i post up here ba.. my scanner abit siao siao..den cant scan in :p lollx.. hmm.. wah time time try to post.. den e com lag.. :( dEN e post cannot upload..*sadded* lollx.. anywayx.. i think its time to go le.. need go do SS and Phy lerhx.. or else tml surely kana punished de.. byebye

Monday 24/04/2006

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Wah.. I jux remembered.. cannot anyho type names in blog wan.. lollx. so.. mux try not to type names.. :p
kkz.. almost fell asleep during phy lesson today siax.. The teacher's nt boring.. jux a little monotonous lorx.. so quite sianx sianx wan.. ;(
den got Amaths.. dEn geog.. WAH!!! STRESSED ARHX!!! mid-year coming le.. Zzz.. need chiong lor.. haix..
Den got assembly talk on cancer.. den everyone tok tok tok.. damn embarrasing lor.. wah.. *paiseh*.. den kana scolded.. den everyone suddenly become guai.. hahax..
aiya.. i think i end here le.. nth much to say le.. hahax.. byebye! :p

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Sunday 23/04/2006

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K, I'm here now.. jux finished asking Dearie Gwennie abt how to make a blog.. so this is my first post!
Yea.. I'm like a noob at this.. so.. ppl who are reading this pls dun mind me k.. lollx. todays pretty boring.. jux hangign abt doing nth.. but will be going to cousin's hse later.. so can go gossip! XD
Yupxx.. I love gossiping lor.. but I'm not bitch.. k.. I'm done.. tata

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