1December2008 (Monday)

Sighs ):
DSM paper was such a flop.
I don't even know what I'm studying.. >.<
And. there's no motivation also.
Hard hard hard :'(

Gwen's back though.
Maybe that's the only high point.
Seriously, I have no idea what's going on.
But what can I do about it when no one is there to tell me what's wrong?
Ok, not no one..
There's someone..
But that someone doesn't really know what's going on entirely!
-.-''
sighs):

25November2008 (Tuesday)

Let's hope that everything will turn out to be better. (:
So much happened recently.
I seriously have no idea what happened :S
Sighs ):

Btw..
Thanks Ryan,
For always being there to cheer me up when I'm down.
For always being there to motivate me.
For always being there, just to let me know that there's someone there.
I love you dear(:
Thanks loads!
Just wanna let you know that I'll try my best!
<3s

'Celeste_

21November2008 (Friday)

It's been quite some time since I last blogged.

So much has happened in a short period of just ONE month.

It's currently the 6th week of school.

Which means MST in 2weeks! T.T

I find it so hard to find time to study when I'm home.

Seriously, it's so much easier to study in school.

But!!! Sadly, school ends late on Monday, Tuesday and Thusday.

As got Wednesday and Friday, I've got GEMs and SA Programme respectively till about 3.

Taken up most of the time. ): Not forgetting the blogshop. HAHA

It's a 'lil dead now though..

Gwen's coming back in DECEMBER! =p

Can't wait to catch up with all the lost time.

And..

I might consider staying over at her house.

MIGHT!

That's if her parents and my parents allow.

ROFL!

At the last resort,

I shall leave her house @ 3am and walk home!

It's just a SHORT 20minutes walk anyway :D

Oh well,

I think that's all for now.

It's so hard to imagine what is happening.

It's as if I'm transparent, and not wanted.

Maybe everything would be better if I leave.

Or maybe not.

It ain't my fault if there's no common topic between us.

Don't you understand?

Friends do not need common topics.

Friends are there cause they care.

Friends are the world's BEST listening ear.

14October2008 (Tuesday)

Maybe after all,

those people whom you call friends

and seem like your friends

Aren't your real friends.

19August2008(Tuesday)

I realised that he's happier w/o me.

13August2008 (Wednesday)

As long as you are happy.

It doesn't matter if you neglect me.

I just wanna see you happy (:

'Celeste_

crazy

The craziest thing I have done for love is..

waiting an HOUR in the mrt stn for my boyfriend.

Catch Wall-E in cinemas from 28 August 2008.

Originator blog: http://matthew-zachary.blogspot.com

19July2007

What's happening?
I should be happy.
But am I really happy now?
I seriously have no idea what is happening b/w us.
It sucks.
Maybe we should have waited.
):

'Celeste_

18July2008

My life turned upside down on 17 and 18july. I will always remember these 2 days.

'Celeste_

17July2008

What can I do to make you believe?
Just tell me what I have to do..

'Celeste_

06May2008

See...

I told you that there was NEVER any PEACE.

Now, I'm just their punching bag.

Whatever..

I wish I could just leave.

'Celeste_

01May2008

There is never peace.

'Celeste_

30April2008

It isn't so peaceful here anymore.

If only I could just leave.

Well, at least I still have him.

It's our 4th month today (:

'Celeste_

27March2008

lalala~~

Just came back from class chalet..

Thanks to those for making the chalet a success(:

'Celeste_

19March2008

Seriously, I'm SUPER PISSED with a bunch of people.

Just because they are our

SENIORS

DOES NOT

give them the right to push us around!!

Firstly,

I'll like to apologise to the people in my batch who really care about me.

I feel bad for leaving them in the lurch.

I'm REALLY gonna MISS those times when we crapped while shooting xD

And,

If I EVER go back there,

It will be for SUBCOMM

and not because of the COMM.

But for now,

I've made my stand!

I REFUSED TO GET PUSHED AROUND

AND

I REFUSED TO BE MADE USED OF!!

Well,

the present comm can counter me saying that I said in the interview that

'I should fulfill my role if given one'

AND

'I should find back my passion if I lose it'

The comm might feel that I've gone back on my word.

BUT.

LET ME TELL U GUYS.

I DID NOT!

I lost my passion and I've been trying to find it back.

I HELD ON TO MY DUTY.

And,

COME ON MAN!

all the crap about fulfilling what is said.

I BET that someone in that COMM has gone back on their word before.

SO DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT GIVING ME THAT CRAP ABOUT KEEPING TO MY WORD.

WOLVES IN SHEEPS CLOTHING!!

(psps, only SOME people in the COMM not all. At least, I think)

To get this clear,

you guys might say that you didn't do A THING to me.

But,

HURTING my friends as EQUAL to hurting me.

I'm writing this on BEHALF of them.

It took me 2mths to regain my faith in all of you.

And this is what you guys do.

Throw my re-newed faith in the the TRASH.

I just can't believe this.

Besides,

saying the year one SUCK doesn't make u guys the year twos BETTER.

IN FACT,

YOU GUYS SUCK MORE!

HYPOCRITES!!

Seriously,

I think the reason that you guys formed the subcomm was because you guys KNEW that you were too INCAPABLE and needed and also someone to PUSH THE BLAME on if anything happened!

Whatever it is,

I support my BATCH and I'm behind them till they prove me wrong.

'Celeste_

12March2008

LET'S POST!! XD

rofl.. woke up early in the morning.. And guess what? My brother was like nagging at my mum

-.-

IRONY!!

Went to Westin Hotel for the buffet lunch today. The prawn appetizer was YUMMY! and so was the food.

SERIOUSLY!

It's SUPER DUPER YUMMY!! xD

awww.. dont be jealous..

IT'S FATTENING!! T.T

And guess what? I'm going to Rose Veranda for Buffet from 12 till 5 tml.

-.-

I'm seriously gonna put on weight.

And I mean...

PUT ON WEIGHT

T.T

But well, considering the yummy food.

I HAVE NO REGRETS

XD

And seriously after tml, I start eating lesser.

So too bad to the guy who wants to bring me out for LUNCH :D

LALALA~~

'Celeste_

29February2008

RAHH!!!

I'M SO FRIGGING CONFUSED NOW!!

I HAVE TO IDEA WHO TO LISTEN TO!!!

HELP!!

T.T

'Celeste_

19February2008

I think I've changed.
Changed into an insensitive bitch.
Who cares not about the feelings of others,
but herself.
I'm really sorry if I made you jealous.
I really didn't mean it.

sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY

Sorry for everything.
Just let me absorb all the blame.

'Celeste_

11February2008

Haix!

Seriously, I don't seem to know who I am anymore.

And it SUCKS!

t.t

Why can't life just be the way it was before?

I hate all the lies and deceit.

I hate it when I still do things even though I know that it ain't right!

Sighs.

Can things just go back to what they were before?

):

11February2008 (Monday)

O.o
I know I haven't been updating. But since its holidays now, I SHOULD! xD
CNY this year is such a BORE!
Not much visiting and so on, but well, I caught two movies(:
1st day : Ah Long, with the Cousins
3rd day : Kung Fu Dunk, with Brother and Ryan

yar.. well, there's nothing much to update lar.
Except that I'm attatched now?
Now, is it a good or bad thing?
Hmmms.