28 June 2007 (Thursday)

Firstly, Java was a disaster.
Secondly, COS was a greater disaster.
Thirdly and last of all, Maths was a slight breather.

Kor's sa-yang.

SF's concerned.

Glo's sentimental??

What more?
Gosh! Why does it seem that NP's ppl are so much friendlier??

Makes me sorta regret coming to SP.
HAix.
(Celeste is stoning)


What can I do to make you notice?
What can I do to make you care?
Would you notice me if I disappeared?
'cause if it's so,
I'll gladly disappear.

'Celeste_

25 June 2007 (Monday)

TODAY!!!!

Java Prac was a total SCREW UP!!
Gosh!! I'm like SO SO SO DEAD!

I seriously can't believe it!
What's the difference between Poly and JC life when the stress is like almost the same??!
Ohhhs. I forgot, JC has cheena. ( -.- rolls eyes at her lameness)

Ok. There's not much to blog because I've already crap like mad yesterday.
Had lunch with Jin Yong and Wei Sinn.
Well, actually.. It was they who ate. Not me :S

Left SP at slightly before One. Headed for the Green Line with Jin Yong.
Wei Sinn came along too! He decided to take the train instead of bus. Wahahas!
Boring journey to Outram.
(We were listening to ur Mp3s)

Boarded the NE Line at Outram.
Lols.. My poor hand ):
Go ask Wei Sinn and Jin Yong what happened! xDD

Went mama house to eat noodles, and went home.
Home. Slacked around while waiting for boy before proceeding to the gym.
Did intervals and weights. PHEW!!
I coundn't even do the minimun!
Got to start to 'chiong' gym already.
Must be fit xDD
Just like MI times! ((:

Gosh! Speaking of MI times..
Those fun days..
Where we would pon lessons
(especially CHEENA!!)
and slack in the library till school ends :))
And break too!
Roy and Jeff would always eat their 'Fan Choy'!!
Wahahs!!
And Chelvam too!!
Plus WanTan!!
Heehee!!

This BLUE part is dedicated to the cool funky 07B1 group and not the geeks!!
So.. only THEY have the RIGHTS to comment about it.
Yup yup. Sorry if I'm being mean. I can't help it :S

HAix.. Do you know that one memory leads to another? I still remember those wonderful times back in Rosyth where we would play catching! Maria, Yee Shi, Meng Yu, Desmond, Tedson. Gerald, Sheryl Chua, Cheryl Tan, Melodie, Daryl and Zhi Wei.
(Did I miss out anyone?? If I do please tell me k?)

Lols.. Speaking of Desmond *winks*

Hahs!! Wonder where he is now? *Hmmms...*

And there was the Secondary School times..
Not much for lower sec.
But upper was better.
406'06 headed by the Mrs Lim.
Woots!!
Only 11 girls and the rest were like rowdy guys.
Still remeber when we were in Sec3.
The guys kept getting into trouble
And in Sec4, all of them were like 'chiong-ing' for Os.
Literally 'chiong-ing'!!
Those guys grew from some immature boy boys to really responsible guys man.
Although their not gentlemanly :S
Wahahs!!
(Their gonna hammer me for typing this!!!)

Hmmms.. speaking of immature..
Lols
Sounds so me.
I'm Sorry but I can't help it.
I haven't had a good childhood to enjoy.
So let me just be a small girl now.
And enjoy what I've always wanted.
I'll grow up.
I promise.
I will.
Soon.
I hope.
Just you wait and see.
Just you wait.

I'm sorry if you misunderstand.
But it's the only I can protect myself.
It's not fair for the me to keep getting hurt.
It can't go on.
There's got to be an end to it.
And only I can do it.
Sorry Dearie,
If I had let you down.
Maybe we weren't meant to be.
Maybe we were meant to only be friends.
Somehow.
One day,
You'll thank me.
For saying GoodBye.
We'll still be friends if you're fine with it.
I'm proud to say that you're my friend.

'Celeste_

24/06/2007 (Sunday)

Well, after much persuasion from Yan, Darrell and Stef(the 3 items), I decided to blog! Wahahaha! Guess this is gonna be my longest and most emotional blog, so.. BEAR WITH ME!!


06/06/2007 (Wednesday)

Mass Briefing!! Boring Boring Boring.. those guys ate all my sweets!! Arghh!! (disturbed)

Jin Yong kept 'gop-ing' my hp!! Kana bullied by Choon Song and the team.. Zzz -.-

Rong, Jing and Da was the best!! xDD


08/06/2007 (Friday)

Went to Koufu for dinner after lesson. Waited for 'HOURS' to use the washroom. Hopped on the the first train then came (it was like soo full). Only me, Jing, Da and Wei Sinn managed to get on.. the rest took the nxt train.

Briefing was like.. THE ROOM WAS SO DARK!! AIRCON WAS SO SHUANG!! so.. i fell ASLEEP!! kana push my Jing.. den i lean to the left and kana push by sam! wahahas.. didnt sleep after that.

Wanted to go back, but the guys kept fooling around. Glo climbed to the second floor of the carpark. Saw the police car and he hid! lols! The guys fooled about awhile more and we countinued the journey.. lolls.. (LONGWINDED)

aiya! they just kept fooling around lar.. by the time we reached the station.. I was like soaking wet!! lolls.. and it was like so late.. :S

alighted at outram and went back! [END]


10/06/2007 (Sunday)

Woke up at 5am to get ready. Got on the the first 112 and took to Hougang Station. Boarded the train and sat to Jurong East. Reached at 8am!! (half an hour early) saw Seok Min and off we went to buy
Mac! (well, I 'pei-ed' her only xDD)

Went back to the station to wait for the rest. Wanna know the order??

1. Celeste
2. Seok Min
3. Linda
4. Yong Rong & Chee Yang
5. Jing Shi
6. Ryan
7. Samuel
8. Wei Sinn & Choon Song
9. Glo!! (reached at like.. 8.50??!!!) Grrr..!!!

walked to JTC and got our BANANA SHIRTS!!! hee..

(walking bananas walking bananas.. *chants*)

got posted to Dover station, together with Jing Shi, Sam n WS. It was so bored that we tied extensions to our hair and started cam-whoring! xDD

Went back to JTC summit and have the prize-giving session.. Managed to take a pic of Ryan sleeping. WEE!! wahaha.. (went home and drew flowers on his face before sending it back to him!!)

took group photo, and left for ah gong house. Was in the train with Ryan, Glo and Linda. Kana suan and laughed at by Ryan and Glo siaz.. they're MEAN!!

Reached Ah Gong house. Kor, Di and Sheena was there too! Havent been able to bond with Kor and Na like we used to! So.. wahahas.. gossiped loads!! and cam-whored too!!! xDDD

(Celeste is happy!!!)


16/06/2007 (Saturday)

Ryan kept emphasizing that he's man.. -.-'''

Had Pastor Mike's teaching at audi. Powerful man!! wahha.. couldnt wait for church camp!!

crapped with Ryan over sms.. lolls.. we had used almost 70plus sms by midnight



17/06/2007 (Sunday)

Cont with the smses.. (lame)

coudnt tahan and fell asleep at 0230. Ryan replied at 0231!! wahahs..

woke up at 0500 when the Girlfriend music was played, and got ready for Church Camp!! Weee!!

nth much for first day of church camp.. resting day.. hahs..

Room got messed up the the countless guys in our room. (poor me, stef and grace)

well, not countless. lets see..

Rastus
Rasmus
Jia Wei
Zhao Wei
Reynard
Chih Yong
(it seems like a crowd in that small hotel room, esp when Mus and Rey started fighting!!)




17/06/2007 - 20/06/2007 (Sunday - Wednesday)

Well, God's really really and I mean REALLY amazing!! I went to church camp with a broken and shattered heart, and now, my hearts almost whole again! Felt to small before the camp, and now, it's like so different. Seriously, He's AWESOME!! I'm like so refreshed and on fire now!

He's love is coming over me
Softer than the breeze
Warmer thant the seas

His love
Is flowing right through me
Cleansing all my sins
Lifting all my grief

And I could sing
I could ran
I could shout out loud

I'M IN HIS LOVE~ ~ ...

yupyup.. not the forget what Stef did!! wahaha..

The lamp (spoilt before we reached the room) couldnt light up. And stef was like.. 'Oops, Let's call room service'

THEN!!! THe dryer blew when Stef switched it on!!! wahaha.. I COULD HEaR the *POOF*!!!

and Stef said "Let's call room service"

on the second day, Stef used her leg to push the stool, and it BROKE!!!! wahahahahah!!

Stef was "Should we call room service?"

Me and Grace were "NO!!!"

Stef was "Not my fault, I push only"

then she added "Well, I'll just put it properly"

funny?? -.- heex

well, it's funny only for me, Grace and Stef cos we were the only peeps there.. so no one has the right abt this matter except for US!!!



21/06/2007 (Thursday)


Ryan's still emphasizing that he's man -.-



22/06/2007 (Friday)

Java mock!! DIE!!

Kana called up at 6.55 and was told by daddy that I was late.

Rushed to bathe and then came out and realised that my alarm had not rang!! I SET 0700!! (LAUGHS)


kk.. that's abt all.. I know it's been boring.. but it's me!! wahahas..




Spare him! Can't you learn from my example? YOu've hurt me SO much and now you're gonna hurt him! I'm brittle on the outside but strong on the inside, he's the entire opposite!! Don't you know that??!!

I know how he feels, that's why I stand up for him. We do have our own little probs, but nevertheless I still love him!! I don't hurt him the way you do!!

Let me tell you honestly that I've hated you all my life, until now. Cause I know you care. But let me remind you that he's different from me, he'll continue hating you unless you change. Remember this, unless you change, he'll continue hating you



I've been hurt too much to trust anyone again. Those memories of fun seems so distant. There's no longer a desire to long to be happy anymore. Sometimes I wonder if it's my just desserts. If I had made a decision not the fall for him, maybe my life would not have turn upside down. Maybe now, I would still be the happy-go-lucky Celeste. I longer love him, but the hurt and lost can never be replaced_

If only I miracle would happen, If only all the distrust would go away. I'll gladly surrender my all the him.








To the 2 I knew since dunno when:
Zzz.. I don't like him lar.. wahh lau.. in sch they say he like me.. den in church you guys say I like him. -.-'' that's childish!He's your good friend, don't you guys know and understand him??!! Or is that what good friends do? Tease, hurt and misuderstand?


'Celeste_