Sunday, 23/07/2006

wow.. its been two weeks since i've blogged, feels like a month though. dont have much time to come online, so this post is just to keep my blog alive.. (gek!! i blogged)

yea.. havent been going for Youth Ablaze for two weeks, sorta miss going there. The cell is fun, yea, they are nice. But, haix, they do backstab sometimes.. (a lotta times) haix..

wadever it is, maybe i shoudnt be so sentitive. I guess i should let some things go. It not fair for me to bottle e verything up.

[let the gentle breeze caress me.let me worries be blown away]

08/07/2006 (Saturday)

haix.. so havent been posting.. not that i dun want to or lazy to.. i jux dun have time.. lollx.. i mean.. seriously, i'm like so busy.. with revision and stuff.. wad the HECK!! its so crazy now..*stress*

wanted to go for the bonding today.. buddden wasnt allowed to.. lollx.. lucky didnt go anyway, cos e main person never go.. lollx.. wahh.. he really made Randy pissed man.. but its true lar.. not that i wanna oppose him.. but.. its really irresponsible of him lor.. haix..

hmm.. instead of going for cell gathering, dad pulled us to Hougang Mall.. i know he loves me a lot but cant he jux say it.. i mean.. wads e use of saying nasty words, den using actions of repair the hurt.. haix..

anyways.. he knew i wanted to go for the gathering.. he knew that we were supposed to go eat sushi. so.. he treated me, mummie and boy to Ichiban Sushi.. hahs! yea... he cares about me lar.. jux that he has his pride.. so he doesnt say it.. but.. wahh.. its like.. the 21century le.. come on lar.. e world is changing le.. hahas!! XD

hmm.. den had sermon about controlling our emotion.. yea.. i must control my emotions siaz.. suicide is not the way to solve everything.. yea. so.. no more cutting wrist and matchstick stuff le.. yea.. NO MORE!! yupxx.. gonna be a good good gal XD

had altar call den went out.. yuppx.. Wendy prayed for me.. so. yea.. i mux learn to let some things go man.. gotta let go the anger that has built up in me for so long.. so gotta release forgiveness.. yea.. RELASE IT in Jesus name.. yupxx.. (:

den after that i walked to the bus stop with Jia Wei, Stef, Chih Yong and Ryan.. they were going Heartlang to eat.. den we met Darryl at the bus stop cos he walked Gwen back home.. yea.. Ohh.. they waited for me at the bus stop till my bus came, before going for dinner. lollx.. THANKS GUYS!!

yea.. and I was so darn late when I went home.. Zzz.. hahs.. i kept telling ryan that my bus come le.. budden it didnt come.. i tot 113, 115 and 119 was my bus lor... so ma lu.. budden lucky the fourth bus was 112.. heeheex -.-

hahs.. yea. den went home le lor.. thats about all le.. end here..

Buai_

Saturday, 01/07/2006

Hahs.. woke up early in da morning cos was supposed to go out with mum for breakfast. However, mum and dad had a change of plans, so we didnt go out.. but I had to meet Shao Wei to pass her my cap.. yea.. lollx.. i think i made her wait very long siaaz.. SORRY!!

hmm.. tuition was supposed to start at 11.30am but somehow, Mr Tan came around 12plus.. hahs.. first time he so late man.. usually he come early or on time wan.. lollx.. rushed out for lunch with dad and bro cos we didnt wan to miss the bus.. hahs.. yuppx.. ate chicken rice.. yea.. den after that, daddie treated me to passionfruit milk tea.. hahs.. budden majority of the poor drink ended up in my bro's stomach.. heex..

took e bus home and had to rush out again to go for Youth Ablaze.. didnt want to be late.. so..yea.. hahs.. Uncle Daniel gave e word today. It was abt making choices.. yea.. and.. hahs.. i made a commitment to God lers.. yea.. so.. i mux keep it lor.. i shldn't make empty promises anymore le.. after all, God has helped me forget the guy who hurt me, so i shoud not forsake him.. Yea.. mux TRUST GOD!! heeheex..